Can't get over nostalgic crappy memories...... i hear horn so loud in the street, there comes a yellow cab and mom was at the porch.......lifting stuffs to the cab , not sooo many things that we have to take with us .....nothing more than clothes and documents ...... mom got into and as I stepped my last at the porch ...tears just got toooo visible making my mom shout asusual ...
Two hours travelling to New Town.....as in 40 or 50 mins roads and houses ....all gave a different look making me feel that lifes gonna be different too ,hoping for some change ...
Well I always do a lot of mind thinking ..thinking... which never happens actually..... agree, we all do ....sometimes we dream with no reasons tooo, that actually feels good at that moment .....isn't it?
"Mom are schools there fun and interesting?" I ask with my mouth in soft low voice but mind with lot of imaginations already imagining the answers for that question...lol I'm a weirdo
Rolling her eyes slightly to my left says " yeah " making my imaginations shut down completely......tat was an awkward silence.
Eyes were too tierd and mom soon fell asleep ...
And my eyes are like this girl is never gonna give me a shit of time and suddenly my exhausted eyes just got zoomed and i notice a
school zone where kids and teenagers hang out happily after school with their parents and friends .....which I never got to experience.....
and I didnt take off my eyes turning back my head and rolling my eyes till its edge untill that view passed ...
Well that was a really a big fancy school.......I would never step intooo.
MOM wakes up and " only few mins ahead ?" Asks the driver and soon
I get back to my thoughts that , one day I will become a doctor and
Build a house show my mom proud .... and make her realize tat her daughter was right and I wanna make her feel bad for being so rude to me....
My conscience: common gurl enough ..... first finish your highschool!!
Ok alright ok I mean common ! everybody piles up these in their mind at childhood right??
My own self destroying enemy is my own mind!!! I think too much I do know why but its just tooo much ....some times tat turns into rage and it hurts no one but mee....for sure and tat is called self hurt mates !
All because of non supportive parents who make their kid worry so much about future providing them no source even if can try to give them that ....
Enough my thoughts now.....
Omg just got into tat town 's border ...... there is a lake I first captured and then in few mins cab just moved like a worm in traffics ....soo many vehicles pushing up smoke made road unclear and it started to drizzle ....
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