Sarah PAULSON'S one shots

pt2

WARNINGS: smut, degrading, reference of past abuse, ect...(overall don't read if your sensitive this chapter has a lot of hard topics)

"Mina can you get it for me ?"

The phone was ringing and you had your hands in dough as you were baking with your girlfriend.
Wilhelmina venable had been hard to get, but she had now open her heart up to you, with no fear in her mind that you would break it, which you had no intention on doing. Mina was everything you had ever dreamed about, beautiful, intelligent kind (yes, when she felt safe she was), and you loved her deeply.
"Hello ?"
Your thoughts were interupted by her strict voice.
"I'm sorry who is this ?"

You stoped your movements to pay attention to what was going on.

"I will certainly not. I do not know who you are or what you have to do my partner."
"Hand me the phone mina "
She turned to speak to you.
"No, it's not anything important, probably just some joke...Yes I'm still here, who are you ?...Fine if you will not declare you identity than you can go back to the sewer you came from." You couldn't make up what they were saying but one sentence landed in your ears.
"Y/n is mine, i fucked her"
"WHAT !? you motherfucker  I WILL BRING HELLFIRE ABOVE YOU, how dare you call MY girlfriend to disrespect her like this"
You had finally figured out who that was, and your hands got shaky as you started to wash them in the sink
"Wilhelmina darling, give me the phone"
"Fine."
"What do you want will."
-"you obviously"
"Well go find someone else to play your game, I'm not in the mood"
"-you were never in the mood for me"
"Fuck off"
"-i'd rather fuck you"
"Yeah well I'm already fucking someone else so keep it between you and your left hand"
Mina was had gone somewhere else in the house and you missed her presence but knew it was better of that way she wouldn't find out. Little did you know she was listening on the other side of the phone in your bedroom.
"Willia leave me alone please, you've done enough"
"-not enough aperantly for you to leave this bitch, come on she's like 78 y/o you can do better"
"Listen here you little shit, what we did together has been over for longer than louis XIV has been dead. Besides there is nothing you have that she doesn't do better, and you don't even begin to compare to her. Now you better take that back before I come find you and this time I won't just runaway, I'll smack your dumb head down the pavement so everybody can see it's fucking empty.
"You will do no such thing you are too weak for that, you always have me what i wanted in the end...why are you playing hard to get now"
"Try me bitch. I used to be weak it's true but dating Wilhelmina has made me stronger than you can even imagine. I used to be scared, because of you. I used to watch the shadows, prepare myself for getting hurt but  she made me realize that being hurt and love are not compatible."
"All this is bullshit, you'll always be mine. Every part of your belongs to me, your tight pussy, your big boobs all of it. You can say what you want about love, but i know you liked it rough, you liked it when I hurt you"
"No."
"Yes you did...you liked my hand on your mouth as you were Begging me to stop"
"Fuck off you sick bitch"
"I'm hanging up"
"NO YOU'RE NOT YOU DUMB FAT BITCH YOU BELONG TO ME, I'LL BE FUCKING YOU AGAIN WHETHER OR NOT YOU WANT TO. IT HASN'T STOPPED ME BEFORE YOU FREAK !
I'LL COME TO YOUR HOUSE AND BEAT YOU UP ONCE MORE IF I HAVE TO"
You were furious and yelled even louder.
"OH YEAH DO THAT AGAIN AND I WILL SHOVE MY FOOT SO FAR UP YOUR ASS THAT I'LL SEE IT COMING OUT OF YOUR THROAT YOU DON'T SCARE ME. bye"
As you hung up mina, was coming downstairs with tears in her eyes --tho hearing you tell her to fuck off turned her on a bit--.
"Sorry for yelling honey, let's go back to cooking"
"I heard everything"
Your face dropped as you finally saw her glassy cheeks.
"When ?"
"What do you mean ?"
"When did you last see her ?"
"Long ago"
"Before you met me ?"
You couldn't lie to her now"
"No"
"When"
"What ?"
"When did she last fuck you y/n"
You had been together for just 6 month but you met her over a year ago.
"5 month and a half "
"Did you at least like it ? Was it fun cheating on me, y/n ? The girl who said that love was meant to last, that you had the world in your hands when you held me. AND I FUCKING BELIEVED YOU ! HOW MORE STUPID CAN I BE Y/N"
"babe" You reached for her hand but she jerked away.
"Don't ever call me babe again"
"Let me finish-"
"Did she mm ? Is she better than me in bed ? Does she fuck you good ?"
"I SAID LET ME SPEAK"
"Get out"
" No"
"GET OUT"
"NO"
" Then I'm going"
She was starting to walk away but you ran to her. And then you did the only thing you could think of. You kicked her cane so she wouldn't run away and cought her before she fell.
"WHAT THE HE..."
Your hands came to rest on her hip so she wouldn't try and wiggle out of your grip, which she did with no outcome.
And then she started crying, uncontrollably in your arms as you rocked her back and forth.
"I..tr...trusted..you...yo..you said... you'd never hurt..me"
She manages to say in between each sob.
You waited for her to calm down and you sat her down on the couch.
"Can we talk ?"
"No"
"Can I talk, you don't have to listen"
"....fine"
"First of all, i love you. I've only ever loved you."
"I doesn't matter"
"Okay, well...god this is har.."
"Oh SO THIS IS HARD FOR YOU NOW !?"
"wil let me talk, then you can lock me out all you want but please, just listen to me"
"Go ahead. I'm all ears"
"Before I met you, way before...i worked at a strip club."
"You what !"
"Please...let me speak then you'll respond all you want... I was a stripper when I arrived from Russia, i didn't have any money, any food, any house. And everyone I loved was either dead, either stayed with him and was in literal hell. So after finding out that some club took girls before 18, i stopped doing what I was doing to get money, and applied to strip clubs lying about my age. Funny how you can be a prostitute at any age but not stripper before 18...anyway after a few years I met willa, at first everything was fine but two years ago she started getting really weird. But she had helped me so much that i felt obligated to stay. Eventually she became too toxic but i was trapped. There was no way of getting out, i couldn't leave, she knew where i would go, and i had everything to loose. So i carried on. I thought it was the only way and before I could even think about leaving her, she put her hands around my throat and tried to kill me, after that i was to    terrified to say anything, so i pretended everything was fine. I tried everything to keep her calm. Gave her everything she demanded for. My money, my home, my love and especially the one thing she needed: my body. I let her have me, to keep me alive, to survive." Mina was confused and speechless Her brows had soften and her gaze was full of sadness, never had you ever told her about all that, and she felt like you didn't trust her enough to.
"When i finally left I found this job at lines robotics, they needed someone poorly educated to do some annoying assistant job and i was perfect for it. I left, I left everything i had back there, including my house, gave my cat to a friend, and left a note saying that I was back in Russia to willa."
"But you said you had sex with her just a few months ago, it doesn't make sense y/n"
"Well, after 6 month she called me, i didn't know it was her at first, so i picked up, and the line was silent for long enough for her to find where I was... Guess you learn some nice stuff in tech school... A week later you were already home and she found me in the parking lot. And the fear came back, so she  had me again pressed up against the wall, and it was late so no one came to check on me. I didn't want to mina...I just had no other choice but to take it"
"Oh my god y/n...why didn't you say anything ? I... I'm so sorry. I'm so stupid, I'm sorry for yelling at you babe, I'm a horrible person. You lived that all on your own and here I am only thinking about me. Babe I'm so sorry this happened to you."
" I'm okay now, I'm not afraid anymore besides I could never cheat on you"
"I know"
"Well no you apparently don't, mina you know i love you, everything about you"
"...i know I'm just...I'm still..I'm old y/n like, way older than you are, and part of me still fells like you'll find someone younger, and more...sexy"
"You are sexy...and yes there are younger people on this planet. But you are the one I love, that i need, that i want"
"I know, i just got carried away, I'm so sorry babe I love you"
"I know sweetie, i love you too"
You kissed her sweetly and ran your hands down her back and she shivered.
"This might be incredibly Wrong but hearing you tell her off, made me..a little bit..."
"Horny ? Really? "
"...well what can I say,... I like when you get mad"
"Oh...you want me to get mad at you don't you ?"
She was now straddling you, and your soft hands rested on her hips. Your lips moved Against each other with great passion and she parted away to breathe
"Mmm...yes please "
You immediately grabbed her ass and lifted her up, careful not to fall on her cane.
"I'll get it for you later"
You took her to the bedroom and threw her on the bed.
"How rough do you want me to be my love "
You said while caressing her cheek softly and make sure she wanted to.
"Very.."
"Safeword is pineapple juice"
"Yes....now please i need you"

"You don't need anything bitch. You barely even deserve to be fucked." You said as you forced her to lay flat on the middle of the bed. You ripped her shirt open (an old one that had velcro boutons) and discovered her dark laced lila bra.
"Such a slut"
You said as you spat on her face.
"I bet you were already horny before we started baking, am i wrong ?"
"No..."
"NO who ?"
"No mistress"
"Good girl"
You knew how well she responded to Those words, it was like a reminder of your softness what you were degrading her.
"Now what should I do with you..."
"...fuck me please mistress"
"I wasn't asking you"
You responded as your hand slapped her cheek, and she let out a moan.
You left the bed for an instant and she rose to her elbows.
"I'm just getting something i know you'll like."
You rumbled trough the jar and she waited patiently.
"Strip"
And off her bra went, she event took the liberty to make a little dance for you before she lifted her hips to take of her pants and panties at the same time. Your mouth watering at the sight of her already dripping.
"Be a doll and get on all fours..ass in the air, and if I were you I'd lay my head on the mattress because your elbows will hurt with how hard I'll be fucking you."
She did as she was told turning around and settling like you instructed her to.
You returned from the bathroom in langerie and went next to her front with the strap on already set on you. Your hand landed on her nape as you said
"Always such a good girl for me.....now suck it, go ahead...get it all nice and wet for you"
She opened her mouth in protest but closed it and her eyes were filled with lust, you knew how much  this turned her on.
So the next time she opened her mouth you pushed the toy inside her while bringing her head down and she gagged a bit. You loved seeing her bob her head up and down while you held her head in a tight grip. After a good minute of her sucking you off you pushed her head down and the strap deep inside her throat before pulling her off by her hair in a swift movement.
Her mouth was drooling and her gaze was hungry. You wiped her mouth with your fingers before you whispered ;
"you like sucking my dick as much as i like having you suck it"
She nodded rapidly and you made your way around her before you sat on your heels behind her. You lifted your hands to cup her ass, knead the skin softly while running your other hand up her front to play with her nipples that were already hard.
You found mina's pussy with your fingers,
"Already this wet baby ? Mmm I'll give you exactly what you need" with that you pushed three fingers inside of her and her body jerked forward before pushing back against you.
When she was ready you grabbed her hips and pulled her on the strap.  You went inside swiftly with how wet she -and the toy- were. After a few thrust you started to pick up the speed and she was already a moaning mess, whimpering your name and different version of "Oh god... Y/n...harder please...i need it".
You were now driving the strap hard and fast inside her cunt and she was screaming for you to keep going. You picked her up and pulled her flush against you as you kept  thrusting with your hips and found her clit with your fingers.
"OH YES Y/N ! OH GOD...MMM.."
"Tell me what you want my desperate slut"
"..CUM...I NEED TO CUM"
"ASK me nicely I'll see what I can do"
"Please...master I'm...so desperate to come... Ah"
You decided to end her begging by pushing her back on the bed and fucking her relentlessly while you rubbed her clit up and down and after only a few strokes she clenched around you and you hand to hold her hips to move inside her. She came, crying out your name as she shook beneath you, but you kept going, with little care about her sensitivity right now as you knew how you could get her to orgasm being rough.
You pulled back all the way before pushing back in
"Get up against me i want to see your pretty face"
With little force and while you kept raming home she pulled herself up against you and you grabbed her face while circling her bundle of nerves. Your lips met hers again in one heated kiss as she came once again, her muscles tightening against you squirting on our thighs. She looked at you a bit shocked and her cheeks immediately reddened
"Mmm...well someone must have liked getting fucked like this"
".....oh god...I'm sorry"
"Don't apologize it's hot...at least i know I'm doing a good job" you winked as you laid her on her back to clean her up lapping her juices
"Oh....well..believe me you are "
"Getting worked up again so soon?"
"Mmm yes..."
You took off the strap and your panties as you settled your pussy against her and rocked your hips, making your clits rub against each other. After a few minutes of grinding against each other with squishing sounds you rubbed her in between you two and she came, her juices mixing with yours and you felt her circle your clit this time and  your own orgasm build up, after a few stroke you were sent over the edge holding her body tightly, as of you would never let her go.