teen wolf imagines

Panic Attacks

*Lydia Martin*

Now Lydia was y/n's go go person whenever she had a problem. Because in all honesty y/n liked the strawberry blonde girl and will always listen to her.
But today was different, y/n wouldn't speak to Lydia at all. So as the day went by she did everything she could to avoid her.
And she was doing great until the last bell rung. When every member of the pack had y/n stuck in one hallway with Lydia standing a few feet away from her. By the time y/n actually looked Lydia in the eyes everyone else had left the building except the pack.

Y/n immediately looked away and held her jumpler sleeves in her hands, trying to stay calm. But when Lydia spoke it absolutely broke her into peices. Because she could hear the pain and sadness in the red-head's voice.

"Why are you avoiding me?"

Y/n didn't answer she just clutched onto her jumper sleeve.

"Y/n what have i done for you not to talk to me all day?"

That scentance was enough to make y/n turn all her attention to the girl standing a few feet away "You haven't done anything"
"Then why are you ignoring me?"

Y/n's trying so hard to keep her heart rate slow and steady but it's too late because Scott's already picked up on it.
"your panic attacks that's why you're not speaking to Lydia"

She didn't even have time to think of an answer to that because Lydia had begun to talk again "Y/n why didn't you tell me?"

"Do you even care?"
"What?"

She immediately regretted saying that to her because she loved Lydia and the sound of pain in her voice as she answerd y/n was horrible. And enough to make y/n want to cry and punish herself for doing that to her.

"Of course i care y/n why would you think i don't? I've always been here for you and i always will be so just talk to me.......please?"

Y/n wanted so much to go and hug the poor girl. She felt so bad for saying that to her and now she didn't know what to say because despite it Lydia was still being kind and patient with her.

"I-i can't I'm sorry i have to go i-"

She was cut off "No do not walk away from me!! I am trying to help you because i care so if you walk away now then there's no coming back.....o-our friendship is no more" The amount of pain Lydia was in could easily be heard by anyone but y/n heard it the most because she caused it.

And y/n didn't take another step, she stood there contemplating wether to move again or fix it. She didn't want to loose Lydia because of her anxiety and she didn't want to take another step if it meant she'd loose the love of her life.

"Lydia you don't get it....you don't understand my panic attacks are different from Stiles's"
"Then help me understand just please don't leave just talk to me and I'll help.......i promise"

Y/n turned back around to face Lydia with tears threatening to spill and her lip trembling. But the rest of the pack didn't dare interfere for the sake of this friendship or maybe more.
As soon as Lydia saw one tear roll down y/n's face, she dropped ber bag and ran to y/n. Indulging her in a hug, burrying her face in y/n's hair.
However Lydia said three words as she burried her face in y/n's hair and those three words shocked
y/n. She let Lydia hug her until she pulled away, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear for her.

Jackson watched in annoyance because he knew he wouldn't like what comes next.
Lydia cupped y/n's cheeks and smashed their lips together. Y/n didn't hesitate to wrap her arms around Lydia's wasit and kiss back. Everyone else just kinda stood there awkwardly.
When the two girls pulled away the put their foreheads together and Lydia was the first to speak
"I love you" followed by y/n "I love you too".

That was the start of a new duo, a relationship. Something the pack knew would last.