A Smile, A Tear And A Snowflake. (Larry Stylinson BoyxBoy)

Chapter14.

Hey sweeties,

For those who saw my messages today, it's been a hell of a day. I got fiered and problems with school. My parents told me their done with me. Clearly noone listens when I ask a million time for help and now it's all my fault. They never notice how broken and helpless I'm and clearly I'm a worthless peice of shit

I tried making something of this chapter and I really hope you like this. I hope I could at leats make someone happy today. pleas let me know what you think, feedback would be nice :).

XoxoxDebje.

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I woke up sitting straight up in bed. 'It was just a dream', I said to myself and lay back. I tried finding his warm body but when I felt next to me there wasn't anything. 'Hazza', I whispered but didn't get any response.

'Harry', I said louder putting on some lights. When I looked back Harry wasn't laying next to me. 'Maybe he's in the bathroom', I tried to confince myself. Stepping out of bed into some sweats I walked over to the bathroom. When I put on the light my heart sinks futher. I walked into the livingroom but he wasn't there either. Walking into the kitchen I could feel tears start to well up when he wasn't there either.

'The balcony', I thought. It had been one of the places Harry went to when he had to think. When he had to clear his head or just have some time on his own. I went outside and let tears fall when I didn't saw him. He couldn't have left me his stuff is still here, my car is still here. That meant he walked away and it's all dark outside. 'I need to find him', I said and run back inside. Putting on some shoes and a jacket, I crapped the keys and runned outside. Why would he run away in the middle of the night for fucks sake. How can he do something like that?

The cold night weather hit me bringing my goat thight around myself I speed up my payse. I hoped he was alright that he was wearing warm closthes and wasn't ti far away. 'Harry!', I yelled trying to look if I saw him. I'm going to kill him when I find him, he's going to see a very angry Louis. I assume you it's not nice to witness a angry Louis. He's going to explain who in Jesus name he walked away in the midle of the bloody night, giving me a heart attack as well. He's going to promise to never EVER do this again.

I sighed when I didn't get a response and wipped away the tears stepping through the snow frusstratted.

Maybe I won't find him back again. Maybe he run away to take a flight back home because he hates me. Maybe he never wants to see or talk to me again. Maybe he just doesn't love me anymore or never did. 'Harry!', I tried hoping to the lord noone would see me and finding out Harry Styles walks around lost. I sighed as I walked over a small brights into a park.

I was panicked and I didn't know what to do. Why would he just walk away like this. What if something might happened. It would be my fault, it's all my fault. I should never took him here I just him brought to his family. Suddenly I heard something just a view stepped away from me. When I looked up a saw a mop of curls on a bench. 'Harry', I said and run towards him. 'What happened babe', I ask when I benned down in front of him. He just strugged and kept starring down at his lap. I noticed he had something in his hand but as soon as I tried watching it he pulled in into a fist.

'Haz your okay', I ask stroking a vew curls from his eyes. He looked into my eyes but I couldn't find any emotion. No tears, fear or happiness.Just a blankly stare straight into my soul, which made me feel scary myself. 'Haz pleas talk to me', I ask stroking his cheek. He smiled slightly and looked down again. 'Here take my goat', I said noticing he wasn't wearing anything besides his jumper. I sat down besides him while he pulled on my goat. As soon as he pulled it on he lay his head on my chest. 'We should get you back inside Haz', I said and when he nodded I helped him stand up again.

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XoxoxDebje