A Smile, A Tear And A Snowflake. (Larry Stylinson BoyxBoy)

Chapter17.

Hey sweeties,

New chapter and I hope you not gonna die from cuteness!! >< Dedication goes too @ToBeBreathless , because she came with an amazing comment about why the boy's should come into the story!! I'm not spoiling anything if they will you just have to see yourself. Pleas let me know what you think of this chapter!!

Also I decided to make an interview!! So if you have any questions, for Harry or Louis leave them in your comment!! I would love to get some and I will posted them somewhere end of this week!! :) 

XoxoxDebje 

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'Mom, Louis did this to help me, he brought me here to forget everything. But to be honest I got something way better, I got Louis, my everything and besides that I found myself, mom. I learned how I really was, I learned to face my problems and not keep them inside', Harry explained when we Skype with his mom.

After I had told Harry about what his mom told him, Harry had Skype her to tell her she was wrong. I'd told him it wasn't needed and he shouldn't be worrying about it. He didn't even listening at me, he just stood up and came back minutes later with his laptop. I sighed and let him call his mom, I knew he wouldn't listen and I shouldn't even try make him too. Now I'm sitting here, seeing Anne look at me in a way I knew didn't mean anything good. While Harry told her I was good for him and I'd be there for him when he needed me, I felt my heart sink lower an lower.

Harry hadn't say I thing when I'd said that Anne was right, maybe he didn't hear it or he just pretended that he didn't. I know Anne is right, she's right about the fact I'm not good for Harry. Hell I'm not even good to be his friend. I was supposed to keep him away from all hate, still he got the chance to get in touch with it. I was supposed to be looking after him, yet he got the change to walk away but I wasn't looking. I was supposed to be there for him and remind him how good of a person he was, I didn't and well we all know about the scars. No I didn't deserve to be with Harry, let stand to be his boyfriend.

'Louis, I think you did the right thing', Anne said smiling. I looked up from her too Harry and down at my hands. I didn't feel like I did something good, I felt like a messed everything up and Harry shouldn't be with me. I couldn't be the one to help him even though I would do anything to help him. 'I really love Louis mom and I think he can help me, that's what he said', Harry said and I look up at him not believing what he said. How could he say something like that, I wasn't good and I failed in helping him in the first place. Maybe I should bring him home, his mom or the boys could help him, they would do a better job than I did.

'I think Louis is a good kid, Louis I'm happy Harry found he and you know I love you, you're more than welcome in our family', I heard Anne say making tears full my eyes. I didn't know where to look or say, so I just keep playing with my fingers not daring to look up or say anything.

'Thank you mom, that means so much!', Harry said and I could tell he was happy about this. He placed his hand on my knee making me smile a bit. He was happy he'd made his mom realize I was good for him and I was happy for him even though I knew I wasn't. 'I need to go boys, I hope you have a good time', she said and when Harry said his goodbye she ended the call. I watch as the screen went black and sighed. 'I'm gonna make some tea', I said standing up from my spot on the cough. Not looking up at Harry I walked into the kitchen, where when I knew he wouldn't see me I let a tear leave my eye. Sighing I whipped it away, don't be such a idiot, I told myself when I felt more tears coming up.

'Lou, are you alright', Harry ask when he walked into the kitchen. I just nodded not daring to turn around, because for one I couldn't stop me tears and two I didn't want to look like a was weak. 'Then why are you crying Louis', Harry said and I noticed he was standing beside me. I looked up at him not saying anything, I just looked into those beautiful green eyes which sometimes could change into blue or even slightly grey. Those eyes I would love to see the last thing before I go to sleep and the first thing when I wake up. The eyes I could look in when I needed comfort or when I wanted to share something happy. Those eyes I wanted to look in when I talked about how beautiful he was or just a simple talk about how my day was. Those eyes I wanted to see with a sparkle or a tear, those eyes I wanted to make happy. I wanted him to feel save, to feel like noone could hurt them. But instead I messed it up, I messed everything up and I can't change anything about it.

'Louis', Harry said again making me realize I was thinking too much. 'I -I'm sorry', I said looking down again. 'Lou, what is wrong', he ask placing his hand on my shoulder. I stepped aside so his hand felt down. 'I messed it up. I messed everything up Harry!!, I can't even protect you in a way I should be!', I yelled and when I looked back up at Harry, I saw he was shocked.

'What are you talking about Louis?', he ask confused. 'I I failed, I should've be there for you but I didn't and look what happened to you', I said though my tears. 'Lou, don't you dare blame yourself for the things I did', he said walking up to me. I run into his arms, holding his shirt tightly into my hands. 'I'm so sorry Harry!', I sob not caring about being weak anymore, I just felt like I messed up and failed at one thing I'd to do. Protecting Harry.

'Lou, you don't have to be sorry. You did what you could, you made me love you. You kind of already made me love myself. You made me realise I don't have to be who anyone wants me to be. Lou you are perfect and beautiful You- I love you', Harry said making me look up to him. 'I love you too', I said making him smile. He leaned forward pressing his lips softly on mine.

'You are beautiful Lou', Harry said when we pulled away. 'Thanks Hazza, you know your beautiful yourself too', I said poking his cheek. He blushed and looked down, I kissed his forehead and laughed when he blushed even more. 'It's not funny Lou', he said like a child. 'Ohh but it is!', I said making him gasp. 'You’re gonna get it', Harry said and lifted me over his shoulder. 'Hazza!! put me down', I said not liking the fact I'm so small. 'No', he said when he walked into our bedroom. He felt down on our bed with me and I cuddle into him right away.

'I'm sorry about making you cry today boo', he said when he played with my hair. 'Don't worry Hazza', I said and kisssed his cheek.

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