A Smile, A Tear And A Snowflake. (Larry Stylinson BoyxBoy)

Chapter16.

Hey sweeties,

New chapter, watch out because It's a little bit angsty but because I've my own life like this I tried not to write it in a to horrible way so I guess you can just read. If it affects you I'm really sorry and know I'm here if you wanna talk with someone. Also for those who don't know it yet my tumblr is. lovedddn.tumblr.com you can talk anon if you feel beter as well.

Just because I can't help myself doesn't mean I can't be there for others.

Anyway I wanted to thank you guys so much for reading this story, it's my first Larry. I hope you all still like it and pleas keep commenting. Also I wanted to dedicated the next chapter. You think the boy's should come into this story for Harry or not?? Best explanetion why they should or why not, will get a dedication!! :)

XoxoxDebje

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'You can tell me everything Hazza', I said when he sat up. He sat there just playing with his fingers, obviously having a hard time. I placed my hands on his giving him a small smile, when he looked up at me.

'I don't think I can say it', he said moving his dumb over the top of my hand. 'Can you show it or write it down', I ask slowly without trying to push him. He nodded but didn't do anything. I placed my hand in his cheek giving him no other change than look up to me. I placed my lips on his softly but full of love. 'I love you Harry nomather what', I said after I pulled away. He opened his beautiful green eyes meting my blue ones. He took a breath and nodded.

Letting go of my hand he suddenly zipped open his trousers. 'Uehmm Harry', I started before he cut me of. 'Shh pleas', He pleaded. I nodded and let him continued.

When he stepped out his trousers he turned his right enkel towards me. I looked closer before I noticed his right leg is covered in cuts. Small and big ones, some already turned into scars others still flesh red, so I guess those are still new. I feelt a tear slip down my cheek but I didn't bother to whipe it away. Instead I got down on my knees infront of him, slowly tracing my fingers over all his cuts. 'S-sorry', I said when I saw him flince and heart him siss. 'It's alright', he said but I could hear his voice crack.

I didn't know what to do, I feelt like I was in some kind of shock. I didn't believe someone actually could do this to thereselfs, off course I'd heard about it. It feelt like I should've seen this coming and maybe Anne was right and I wasn't good enough for Harry or anyone for that mathers. 'Louis...', a heart Harry say though a sob. I looked up at him after starring at his leg for to long, I saw he had tears streaming down his face. 'I'm sorry', He said looking down but everywhere except me. I stood up placing my hands on his cheeks. 'Why are you sorry Harry', I ask whipping away his tears. 'For doing this, he probably think I'm some disgusting freak and I don't really blame you'.

I just think a felt my heart break into a millionth of tiny pieces.

'I don't think that, I think you're beautiful Harry and an amazing person', I said looking him in the eyes. 'I love you and we will get through this, I wanna help you', I said and leaned forward. 'Would you like me help you', I ask against his lips. 'Yes', he said and I pressed my lips against his. I felt our tears in the kiss but I couldn't care less. When we pulled away I looked into his eyes and pulled him into a hug. I heard him sob making me thighten my grip around him.

'I love you Harry, I cannot lose you, promise me you won't leave', I ask though my own tears. 'I promise Louis, I love you too', he sobbed into my shoulder. 'Would you like to watch a movie and cuddle', I ask because I didn't feel like doing anything today and I just wanted to have Harry close to me. 'Yes', he nodded and stepped back into his trousers. After we hugged and kissed one more time, we walked into the living room. I told Harry to pick out a movie while I finished breakfast. One I returned into the livingroom Harry gived me a smile, 'I love you'. I feelt my heart melt and I returned to smile, 'I love you too'. I pecked his lips and passed him his breakfast while he started the movie.

We eat and watched the movie intel we finished breakfast and Harry snuggled into my side. I smiled kissing the top of his head while I wrapped my arms around him. 'We will get through this babe', I said. He nodded and snuggled more closely. 'How did you even know how I tweetes those things btw', Harry ask all of a sudden. 'Well your mom called', I said not really thinking. 'What did she say', Harry ask looking up at me. 

'Nothing to worry about', I said stroking his cheek. 'Don't lie to me louis, I know how she can be', He said sternly. 'Okay but promise you won't get mad', he nodded. 'She told me I wasn't good enough'. 'How can she do that!', he yelled. 

'She's right though Harry'. 

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