NO LONGER A BOOK :(

brownies & tears

"you know what, i want to be a drummer. like a real one."
"psh, if you can be a drummer than i can be a bassist."
"ok well then lets make it happen."
"what?"
"let's actually be fucking something mads!"
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"daizha!" i heard maddy yell my name as she threw a plastic cup at me.
"oh sorry, flashback." i said sitting up on the leather couch at the back of Glitter (a club type thing).
"what was the flas-" she was cut off by a very drunk lilly.
"what are yo-you guy doing just sitting back here?" she said slowly & studding quite a bit.
"lilly where's aliaha?" i said lifting up the cup that has been in my hand the whole time.
i took a pretty big sip before noticing it was pure vodka. i had been sober for a while & the burn hit me pretty hard.
"there ya go loosen up a bit! don't worry, aliaha's over there dancing, which is something im going to do now."
as lilly was walking away, We've Got It Goin' On by the Backstreet Boys started to play & everyone started getting excited.
"do you want to go with me?" maddy asked getting up from the chair.
"no im good here go have some fun." i said smiling & looking back down at the cup of bad memories that was still in my hand.
partying was never really my thing. i know, im lame but i just never saw the point in it. i checked my pockets realizing how happy i was at the fact that i wore shorts.
i found my phone & addressed all my notifications. triva crack, instagram likes, coupon for starbucks, & 1 text from my newly added contact ashton irwin.
i opened the text & read it to myself.
"hey daizha, it's ashton. just wanted to make sure i got the right number & all. we all hope to see you soon :)"
"daizha we need to go lilly kinda threw up on one of the body guard." maddy said quietly. i locked my phone & put the cup of vodka down on the table making my way to the door.

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"daizha i love you sooo much!" lilly said jumping up from her bed & hugging me around my shoulders.
"ok lilly love you to, now please go to sleep." i turned around taking her arms off of me & tucking her back in.
"night lilly." i turned off her light closing the door & went back down stairs.
"lilly in bed?" maddy asked from inside the kitchen.
"yeah, aliaha?"
"yep, now it's my turn. night loser." she said messing up my hair & walking upstairs. i sat on the kitchen counter picking the container of brownies i had made a few days ago.
i opened it noticing only 2 remained & i was calming both of them. i started to eat one as i carried the container into my room & on to my bed.
i pulled my laptop in front of me & opened my camera. the green light turned on & could see myself on the screen. i clicked play & the next thing i know i ended the night with a very important 10 minute video.