Hey So I Did A Thing-

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NOTE: THIS IS NOT A HECKING VENT OK? IT'S CAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE A F***ING BACKSTORY BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT WRITING SO DON'T BLAME ME IF IT'S BAD ANYWAY LET'S GET TO ITSo just to be clear, this did not happen ok?

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NOTE: THIS IS NOT A HECKING VENT OK? IT'S CAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE A F***ING BACKSTORY BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT WRITING SO DON'T BLAME ME IF IT'S BAD ANYWAY LET'S GET TO IT
So just to be clear, this did not happen ok?

One of my friends died, my BFF. I was so shook that she didn't love herself and committed suicide. She always said that she was ok, that she would never do anything bad to herself.... All this time. All this time I knew something was wrong but I just... Pushed that away. She made me think that everything was... Fine. But it wasn't. She cut herself everyday, and washed it away like it was nothing. She killed herself, because she thought she wasn't beautiful enough. Her dying, made me feel nothing. I couldn't feel anything anymore. I felt like I was DYING. SHE CUT HER ARM BECAUSE SHE FELT SHE WASN'T COOL ENOUGH. SHE THOUGHT THAT IF SHE GOT A SCAR, IT WOULD MAKE HER MORE POPULAR. I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF. JUST SO I COULD SEE HER FACE. BUT I DECIDED NOT TO. I CUT MY HAIR FOR HER, I MADE MYSELF CUT MY BODY FOR HER, BUT. IT. STILL. WASN'T. ENOUGH.

Edit: PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS. DO NOT HURT YOURSELF BECAUSE PEOPLE LOVE YOU. EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T THINK SO, PEOPLE DO LOVE YOU. PLEASE DON'T DO IT. EVERY TIME YOU WANT TO HURT YOURSELF, THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH STUFF YOU'LL MISS. IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE. THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH PEOPLE WILL MISS YOU IF YOU KILL YOURSELF. PLEASE, I BEG OF YOU, PLEASE DO NOT DO IT.
Ok, that was a LOT of stuff I had to type. Tell me what you think! Again, this did NOT happen.

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