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Chapter 7
• "y/n wake up Lai's cooking again" someone woke me up
"she's what?" i rubbed my eyes and looked to see Yutō
"she's cooking" Yutō said a bit scared "she almost burnt down the house again"
i quickly got up and ran down stairs, i fell down the stairs and ran to the kitchen, i saw the same boys and Lai sitting at the table eating.
"so you didn't burn down the house again" i sighed in relief
"can it kid, that was once i learned how to cook"
"did you? or did someone else cook" i smiled and stretched my arms.
"shut up and come eat we were waiting for you, Yutō hit you with a pan and you still didn't wake up"
"i don't care, i'm eating in my room" i grabbed my plate and left.
"y/n uzumari get your ass back down here before i send you back to grandma and grandpa" she yelled
i got my ass down stairs and sat at the table.
"good" she smiled
"go to hell" i scoffed
"y/n don't say such things were at the dining table" yutō karate chopped the top of your head.
"baka" i mumbled
"let's eat" she smiled and everyone started eating.
i took my time eating and played on my switch as i ate, Yutō kept trying to take it from me, but he got a foot to his face.
"y/n try to be more social" he said
"why do i have to do all the work it's not like they want to talk to me anyways, and if they did they would've already talked and yet they didn't" i put my foot to his face and pushed him away.
"y/n stop kicking him and put your switch away" Lai told me.
i put my switch on the couch and sat back down and ate not talking to anyone, they talked to one another as they just forgot i was here.
"so y/n what are your future plans?" the blonde asked
"huh? sorry Blondie i have no clue yet, and i find no reason to plan it just yet" i said
"well, my names atsumu miya" he smiled "can we be friends?"
"no" i said in disgust
"why?" he looked like he was going to cry.
"cause you're trying to hard and you're only forcing yourself to be my friend" i scoffed
"y/n, you don't know that" Lai spoke up "be his friend it's not that hard"
"maybe if you actually made a friend in your highschool years i'd do the same, to bad you're just like me on the inside" i looked at her
"how is that"
"you're alone Lai, you've always been alone, you're telling me what do because you don't want me to be like you in the past, you regret not making friends so you try to put it on me because of how i am, isn't that the whole reason why you took me in? well guess what, stop bossing me around, i'm not you Lai i'm my own self, stop trying to put stuff on me for stuff you couldn't do in the past because you messed up and regret everything" i looked at her "just leave me alone, everyone just leave me alone, go away, i'm not going to change the person i am just to meet your expectations. i love the person i am and i'm not going to change that"
i got up and took my plate to the kitchen, i walked back up stairs and slammed my door shut.
"she doesn't understand that being alone and being the person she is won't get her anywhere she's such a good kid, smart, kind, and caring yet she acts like this towards people, i'm so sorry for her, she'll come around, she's always been bullied and disowned by our whole family, she was locked away from everything in her life and she thinks everyone's the same, you guys don't have to be friends with her at all just don't look at her the same way everyone does and she'll come around i swear, like when she was little, she would always have the biggest smile on her face and be so happy, but then she started school and she isolated everyone and everything, her parents disowned her, abused her, our grandparents don't like her at all, no one in the family does they just locked her in her room away from everyone, but i'm so sorry for her actions, i promise this isn't the type of person she is" Lai told them feeling horrible.
"no it's ok, we should be the ones to be sorry, she's going through a lot and we all partly did this too her, but honestly we never looked at her the same as everyone because of Yutō, he always talks about how much of a fun person she is and we all decided we wanted to be her friend, but it's hard because of how she isolated all of us" the grey head boy spoke up.
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i came down stairs with my eyes puffy and red and my hood on my head. i went to the dining table and hugged Lai.
"i'm sorry for saying those things, i'm just in a bad mood because of these people and their high egos. they're really annoying and get on my nerve, i'm sorry" i sniffled and cried into her shoulder.
"it's fine y/n just apologize to them not me" she pulled away and turned me to face them.
"i-i'm sorry f-for s-saying those t-things to y-you, i-id be h-happy to b-be your f-friends if y-you w-want, it's f-fine if y-you don't" i looked down and played with my hands as i stood next to Lai.
they didn't say anything back, as i expected.
"s-sorry it was s-stupid of me t-to think you w-would want to b-be my f-friends" i stuttered and wiped my eyes.
"i-" i cut the grey headed boys off. i pulled off my hood and looked at them, and wiped my face in front of them, i gave them a smile and cried more.
"d-don't b-be sorry i-i'm u-used to p-people n-not wanting t-to be m-my f-friend, i e-expected it" i said and started cough.
i covered my mouth and coughed more and more, i turned around and coughed more. i fell to my knees and had everyone get up and look at me, i looked back at them and felt scared, i pushed myself backwards away from them till i hit the stood behind me.
