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Chapter 13
• "y/n? can i come in?" Lai asked
"no" i cried more.
"come on, just get over it, he doesn't deserve you anyways, you're too good for him" she tried to help
"i don't even know why i'm crying anymore, my crush rejects me and then my favorite anime characters die" i cried more
she sighed and got up off the floor from behind my door, and tried to open it.
my door was locked and blocked by my drawer, my window was closed and locked, i put a wooden stick to keep it shut even more, i covered the window with black paper and my black curtains. i was under my blanket still crying and watching more sad romance anime movies.
i've been locked in my room for almost 2 weeks crying non-stop and haven't eaten a lot.
"y/n i'm going to work, atleast get out and eat something today, or atleast try to go to school" she sighed.
i heard the front door shut and her car start. i stayed in my room more and more till she got home.
when she got home she tried to make me eat and try to bring me food to eat. i didn't eat but ate my chips and cry more and more.
she tried to motivate me to get out of my room but i still declined and stayed in my room. she even tried to bring the twins and yutō to help but i still didn't leave.
i kept getting flashbacks of how he rejected me. it was painful.
————— 𝘍𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬ᜊ —————
"...i like you"
"y/n...i'm sorry but i don't feel the same way...i-i also have a girlfriend, im so sorry y/n" suna said
i stood back up and looked at him, he looked really sorry, i smiled at him and nodded.
"it's ok, don't worry about it" i laughed awkwardly "well i have to go now, Lai is waiting for me"
he nodded his head and watched me leave the roof top. i didn't go to Lai, i walked home.
i went to my room and cried, i shut the door locking it, i pushed my drawer blocking my door, i covered my windows and closed the curtains. i changed into sweats and hoodie, i laid in my bed and cried. i cried a lot. i felt weak.
————— 𝘌𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 —————
i was still crying and watching more anime, i finished about 50 anime movies, and 20 shows within those 2 weeks. i read more yaoi but i cried.
"how can i cry about getting rejected but not about getting bullied and hurt" i cried more.
•••
after like an hour i finally decided to leave my room, i opened my door and went down stairs, i went to the fridge and heated up some onigiris. i also filler up my water boiling thing and grabbed more cup of noodles and chopsticks. i ate all 10 onigiris and put the dish in the sink, i went to my room and put everything down. i turned on the light and saw my messy room. i cleaned up and organized my mangas. i went to the bathroom and saw myself.
oh
my
god,
holy
shit.
i got really skinny again.
i wasn't complaining but who would have ever known i'd look this good when i'm skinny, i never really thought of how i looked but i looked kind of good, my eye brows were looking good, my eyes looked stunning and i could actually see them more. my cheeks weren't so chubby and big. my hands were skinny as well. i took off my shirt and sweats and went to my big mirror, i looked at my body and saw how skinny i was. i had meat on my bones but i was skinny enough, i had really big boob, thick thighs, and a good sized ass.
i put on my clothes and noticed how big they were, i was shocked at how much weight i lost.
i went on top of the scale and weighted myself, i was 125. i used to be 228.
i looked at the time and saw it was only morning. i ran to my closest and grabbed my volleyball stuff and saw it didn't fit, i went to Lai's room next door and grabbed her "a little too big" spandex and put them on, it fit perfectly, i out on a sports bra and left, i ran to the gym and saw the 20 year old man practicing.
"oh hello, who are you?" he asked stopping his serve.
"it's me y/n i lost a ton of weight because i got rejection and cried, please teach me more volleyball before 5:00" i said
he laughed and nodded his head. "ok kid hurry up we don't have a lot of time, make a protein shake and let's go on a run" he laughed.
i smiled and did as he said, we went on run and ran 2 miles, 2 miles away and another 2 miles back. when we got back i chug some water and drank some of my protein shake. we did some warm ups and did some arm work outs, leg work out and stomach workouts. he fought me how to block and let me join a game with some other girls and boys his age. he helped me out with some pointers and beginning stuff.
"hey when you block curve your fingers forward, so the ball goes back down and not up" he said and showed me. i followed along and did as he said. i learned more about the position and practiced them. i even practiced some of my spikes in the mean time.
"hey y/n it's 4:00 you don't want your cousin to find out you left" he laughed
"thank you, i'll see you tomorrow" i bowed and ran home. i was more happy i left the house, i completely forgot about the rejection and focused on my self.
•••
i got home and ran to my room quickly, i closed my door, locking it and blocking it from being opened, i took a shower and did a little work out session and soon watched anime and went to bed.
