From Spy to Ninja (KakashixReader)

Darkness

Darkness. You didn't know for how long you were staring into pure darkness until you noticed noises around you. First, you registered that your eyes were shot, that's why it was all black, but your eyelids were too heavy to open them up. Then the noises you heard began to make sense. Two people were talking.

"But you said it yourself that Orochimaru said that she had been brainwashed."

It was a deep voice belonging to a man. You knew that voice but your brain was still too groggy for you to identify him.

"It can be a plot from that snake to have a spy in Konoha." That was a pissed woman speaking but her voice wasn't familiar.

"I know her, I have traveled with her for two years. She risked her life to come to my rescue because she thought I was in danger. I can't kill her like that nor will I let you do it."

You got distracted from the discussion because your palate returned and it felt like you had been sucking on an old and rusty nail, leaving your mouth with a taste of iron. You tried to swallow the taste away but you choked and began to cough. You felt like you were suffocating until someone helped you sit up which helped with coughing and breathing. At least your vision caught up to you too and you saw that your old sensei was the one who helped you up.

"There there." He said soothingly, his hand patting your back.

Once you calmed down, you saw to whom the other voice belonged. Tsunade was looking frustrated, with her arms crossed in front of her.

"Fine, let's take her back to Konoha. But I don't trust her, that's why I will put her to sleep and you will carry her."

"Fine to me." Said your sensei next to you.

You looked at him confused. So many emotions were running inside your mind without you being able to understand nor distinguish them. Tsunade stepped in front of you, her chakra visible in her hands. As the light began to flow into you, you began to feel sleepy and passed out anew, the darkness a good friend who helped clear your emotions.

*****

When you woke up again, you were floating. You didn't know where you were, but you saw a man standing, no, floating in front of you.

"Inoichi-san? Where are we?"

"We are in your mind. I was waiting for your conscience to register my presence so we could talk."

'So I'm back in Konoha and once again being interrogated...'

"I have already seen your memories... This doesn't look good."

You thought that he was referring to the things you had done. It looked like this time you would be put into a cell for good. You let your head hang.

"I know." You whispered.

Inoichi looked at you curiously. "What do you remember since you... Since you left Konoha?"

You began to tell him that you had been working for Orochimaru for some month, that Kabuto had patched you up, but he interrupted you.

"No, before that. How did you leave Konoha?"

"Orochimaru was the one to take me out of prison here."

"Do you remember that happening?"

"No, I was unconscious and... And my memory blocked out the torture." He should know about the torture since it had been ordered by the third.

"I see." He thought for a while before continuing. "You have been tortured but not by us. There is a blockade so you can't remember what has happened to you. I would suggest letting the memories of torture stay blocked, but you should remember what really happened three years ago."