Fragile ( Sam Pottorff fanfiction)

Chapter4

I can't go to sleep knowing she's like this. The sound of that annoying monitor. Ugh. Why does it have to be like this. I find tears running down my face. As I watch stare at the hairless figure asleep on the uncomfortable hospital bed. I can't let her die like this. She deserves to live she's only 14. She hasn't even lived. I remember when it all started...

*flashback*

"Go Ryenn!" I watch my little sister run down the basketball court. She's Always been the athletic one. She plays softball, volleyball, basketball, and she has also been thinking about track. I watch the 13 year old little girl run down the court ready to make a layup but collapses instead. I stand there in shock. Not knowing what to do. No one does really. My parents come rushing to her motionless body screaming for someone to call 911. Me and Ryenn has done everything together.

* end of flashback*

I can't loose my baby sister. I've always called her that even though I'm only a year older than her. She's been fighting this for a year now. Her home has pretty much been this hospital. I feel so bad. I come here every day and talk the nurses into letting me stay the night. As I watch Ryenn sleep. Her monitor gets slower and slower. Till it finally stops. I scream in terror. I can't loose her. I can't loose her. I shake her life less body as I scream for help. No use. That day I lost my sister.

* end of dream*

I wake up from that terrible dream, screaming and shaking with Sam trying to calm me down. I have tears in my eyes. Why. Why did I have to dream about her again.

" Journey it's okay calm down just tell me what happened it will be okay."

" m-my... My sister!"my tears became harder. My sister was the only one I could talk to when I was feeling down. She was even the one who helped me start my YouTube channel. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here right now.

" what about it Jo you can tell me any thing I'm here."

"Well back when I was 14 my sister was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer with very little chances she would make it. Every day I would visit her in the hospital and stay the night when ever I can. One day when I stayed the night something terrible happened.... He- her monitor stopped. I tried every thing to keep her alive I couldn't loose her."

Sam sits there speechless. He slowly wipes my tears and tells me every thing will be okay. He brings me into a big bear hug. God I love hugs. We end up cuddling falling back asleep slowly but happily.

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I wake up next to sam. I try to wiggle me way out of his arms trying not to wake him up. But I fail.

"Good morning sunshine." Sam says in her sexy morning voice.

"Morning"

" how about I take you out to eat."

Ugh what do I do I can't tell sam that I'm not eating but I don't want to eat.

" umm... I'm not hungry."

*sams pov*

" umm... I'm not hungry."

As she says that her stomach growls.

" it sure seems like you are... Are you eating."

"Ummmmmm....." She fumbles trying to find an answer.

" Jo why would you do that your perfect. To be honest guys don't like duper skinny girls they like girls with some meat on there bones. Please eat I can't see you like this."

"But I'm not perfect. I'm fat, ugly ,and I have scars all over my body. "

" but darling that's not true your perfect."

" what ever you say."

" I'm going to go grab us something to eat. You get ready I want you to meet the boys today."

I get out of bed change into the clothes I had on yesterday and grab my keys.

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" hi what can I get for you?"

" can I get two mcgriddles and two orange juices?"

" is that all for you today?"

" yes ma'am!"

" alright your total is $7.58. "

I pull up to the window to give the lady my cash. She collects it and hands me my food. I drive off and text the boys that journey is coming over.

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* Journeys pov *

I change into a white dress and pair it with a green military jacket. I slip on my low cut converse. I decide to let my hair into its natural waves. I do my normal makeup routine. When I Finnish I plop down on the couch and watch Netflix. About five minutes later I here sam come home with food.

" honey I'm home." I play along.

" ooh and you brought mc Donald's my favorite." I walk over and kiss his fore head. We both break into laughter.

I eat the food. It feels so good to be full again. Once were done we sit around and chat untill sam decides it's time to leave.

We walk to the car. Sam opens my door and and jogs to the other side of the car to get in.

" I could have done that."

" see the problem there is you didn't."

" shut up "

" make me ."

I play fully punch his arm and turn up the music. Make I rain comes on by ed sheeran. I began humming so sam didn't here my terrible voice.

As we arrive to the o2l house I get. Kind of nervous. What if they don't like me. What if they think in ugly. Millions of thoughts go though my head as we walk through the door. Sam drags me into the living room only for me to see 5 boys staring at me in deep thought.

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Don't you just love cliff hangers. Any way comment ideas. Sorry about errors I'm trying on that. Love y'all !😘❤️