Fragile ( Sam Pottorff fanfiction)

Chapter 6

Beware this might get slightly Inappropriate!!!!!!!!!

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*sams pov*

My lips begin to press gently against jo"s lips eventually i deepened the kiss. I slid my tongue across the bottom of her lip asking for an entrance to slide my tounge in her mouth. She opens her mouth slightly allowing me to slip my toung in. She began tugging on the bottom of my shirt and i quickly got the memo. I ripped my shirt off only breakin the kiss for seconds. Eventually we both end up in our underwear.

" Are you ready for this?" I ask jo.

*END OF DREAM*

Woah that was weird. I just brush it off. I quickly realize that im still asleep next to Jo. i wiggle my way from rapped around her not waking her up. I slowly make my way to the kitchen to cook every one breakfast. yes I know I can cook stop making fun of me. I decide to only make eggs bacon and some toast. I set the table and begin to wake evry one up.

* journeys pov*

iiwake up and emediently look for sam. He is no where to be found. I smell food cooking. Look around the room to see who is awake only to see sam the only one missing. He must be cooking. I layback down close my eyes and fall back to sleep only to be awoken by sam 10 minutes later.

"get up lazy asses i made breakfast." sam says making every one in the room groan.

Every one makes their way to the table exept me. I cant have them see me like this. I walk up to sams room. I look in his closet and steal sweat pants and a hoodie to cover my scars. I dont even care if i didnt ask its either that or walk around in this dress and I dont want to wear this uncomferable jacket. I dont know how I slept I this thing.

I walk into the bathroom fix my hair and put it into a high pontail and take off the smeared make up on my face leaving what ever was left over on. I make my way downstairs and sit at the table.

" Thats some nice clothes you got there." sam blurts out making me blush of embarresment.

" Aye you look better in then than i do." he states making me blush even more.

" arent you gonna eat" trevor states making me uncomfertable.

" I am really not that hungry thanks for making it any ways." i state looking down at my shoes.

" too bad im not wasteing this food" sam blurts out. God why me. Every one gives me a confused look as sam makes me a plate.

I begin th stare at my food. I decide I should just eat ill work it off later. I know Connor runs so does Ricky I'll just run with them later. I pull out my iPhone and check twitter only to see tons of hate. I just brush it off knowing I cant to any thing here. I put my phone back in the pocket of sams sweats.

I eventually finished eating and asked sam if he can take me home so I can grab some clothes and stuff. I plan on spending the night again... its better then being alone.

We arive at my house and I get the clothes I need. I grab some clothes to run in later too. I get my charger and some money. I totally for got about the money my mom game me so i just take my whole wallet. Maybe me and sam could go shopping later. I grab some make up and put it in the bag topey thing too. Lastly I grab my blades hopefully sam doesnt find them he might take them.

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* sams pov *

We get back to the house after we get all of jo"s stuff. I cannot even describe how sexy she looks in my clothes. Any way we walk up to my room so she can change. Even though i dont want her to.

Once we get in my room she tells me to clothes my eyes so she can get dressed. She turns around and i peak just a little but, Shit she has a sexy body. She evntually gets dresses and tells me I can open my eyes.

I open my eyes to see Jo in a Nike tank top and some stretchy legging things. ( picture in the media)

I give her a big smile but it quickly fades when I see the cuts on her wrist. What would bring her in so much pain that she would do this...

" um ... jo i have a questin." I ask her nervously while she sits down on my bed.

" sure any thing." she responds with a smile that is obviously fake.

" what makes you so depresed that you cut?"

* Journeys pov*

I walk int to sams room and get dressed telling him to close his eyes. When Im done I turn around to see a bulge in his crouch area. I cant help but giggle a little bit to myself. Sam gives me a big smile but it quickly fades.

" um ... jo i have a questin." sam states as I slowly make my way to his bed to sit down.

" sure any thing." I repond with a fake smile dreading the words that are are about to come out of his mouth.

" what makes you so depresed that you cut?"

Millions of things rush through my head and I begin to cry I mean he knows about my sister but not about marcus. I dont know if I should tell him or not. What if he doesnt like me afterwards. I like him so much that if I told him and he forgot about me I would be broken. I decide to tell him. I would have to some day.

" well uhh" I beguin to studder "

" Back in highschool after my sister died I moved schools. I thought I fell in love with a guy named marcus. He was sweet for about a year. Soon he began to become really protective and wouldnt let me out of the house. I lost all my friends. He started to beat me for enjoyment. It got to the point where he started to rape me. He had raped me 5 times untill he got caught and went to jail. I started to cut. I had no one to talk to that made it worse. and thats where I and today." I told sam breaking down in tears as he sits there speechless.

Sam just sat there not knowing what to say intill his lips crashed into mine. It felt like fire works went off or something. He deepened the kiss and it eventually turned into a heated make out session on sams bed.

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It got a little weird this chapter. sorry if i creeped you out. love yall!!!😘 ohh and I wrote this on my computer so there is a lot more errors.😳❤️