Two ear's and a Tail

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i roll over to get closer to Devlin but i don't feel him anywhere. i snap my eyes open in a moment of panic and sit up. "Devlin?" i try to call him through mind link but no one responds, i jump into the jungle of mind links and try instead, "hay, has anyone seen Devlin?" i ask and they all go silent, they actually go silent.

"no-"

"no-"

"no-"

i let out a growl and get up, where the fuck is he? oh my god, what if he was taken? no, he couldn't of, he's strong and sexy and simply amazing...but what if they drugged him while he was asleep and took him then? i lean over to where he was sleeping and take a wiff of his intoxicating scent, i breath it out slowly and watch my magic turn it to a colour, it's red, like his eyes. i jump up, ignoring the slight headache from doing so and i follow the scent, running down the stairs i look around and see it crosses over to different areas, this guys fucking messing with me, "Devlin?!" i call through the house, looking around the corners of each room to find him but while i'm doing it i can't find anyone, "Where the fucking is everyone!?" I growl, feeling myself go slightly panicky, what if they all got taken? what if they really were angry at me for running away? what if they do hate me and they were just doing it to get me back for running away? i lift my head and shut my eyes, trying to listen for anything.

i stand there for a good five minutes waiting for a single sound when i hear a click, "sh, he'll hear you!" i snap my attention that way and storm in that direction, wait. i stop walking, what if they don't want me to find them? they obviously aren't....plus, i don't even know if it's who i'm trying to find...my heart rate speeds up and i stumble slightly before going out the door and slamming it shut, i slide down the door and breath slow breaths in and out, they don't fucking love me, they'er trying to get away from me, why would they love me? i'm a pathetic freak who can't do anything without loosing his breath and freaking out. 

i become really warm and dizzy as my chest feels like it's crumbling, "breath-" i tell myself, gasping, "breath-" i continue to gasp for breath, i hold my chest as my legs kick out a bit as if i'm being strangled...tears stream down my face. a car drives up and right now all i want to do is disapear, my room, my room is safe, my room is safe. i squeaze my eyes shut before i can see who comes from the car, hearing the beginning of my name get called out but i open my eyes and i'm in my room, laying on my back looking up at the ceiling, still not quite grasping breath, "i'm safe-" i pant to myself..from what, i don't know, but i know i'm safe.

i continue to lay on my back even after i'm breathing properly and the breaze coming through my door has calm my high temperature. but tears still stream from my eyes, why do they want to hide from me? did i do something wrong? i was really tired yestirday..were they angry? is that why? they thought it was rude of me so they wanted to stay away from me... i squeaze my eyes shut and force myself to take deep breaths.

"Ashley!" i feel someone pick me up and pull me to their chest, i cling onto their shirt when i smell the scent, i hold onto them, "breath, okay!" he says and i do, take deep breaths and try to let them out at a slow rate but they keep slipping through. he rubs my back up and down as my head stays agains this shoulder, he moves me a bit and my head is to his neck, his scent so much stronger, i calm down quick enough while he continues to hold me and rub my back, "what happened?" he asks softly and i just breath in his scent.

"they're angry at me, they hate me!" i say, my tears streaming again.

"no they don't!" he says firmly.

"i-i couldn't find you and then i couldn't find anyone and when i heard them...they were hiding and telling eachother to be quiet or he'll hear you!" i say slightly annoyed, he pushes me back and runs his thumb over my cheek to wipe it.