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"i don't get it!" i say, my arms crossed as i look at my new time table for school.

"what don't you get?!" Addy growls.

"i hit a teacher and i get sent home for a week but i misbehave and i'm kicked out!" i say and he rolls his eyes.

"when you punched the teacher you weren't thinking, your anxiety took control, but your behaviour now is all you, your choice!" Naddy explains and i slouch on Devlin's lap, after last night he wont let me go..."you've missed your chance to go to a better school for you, so your going back here!" he adds and i let out a breath, folding the sheet and putting it in my poket. 

"you start TOMOROW!" mum says firmly, "i'm pissed at you Ashley, never would i of expected this from you!" he points his finger and i just let out a long breath.

"whatever!" i mumble, glaring at the ground next to me, they don't say anything more, so i decide to get up, Devlin coming with me.

"why must you make us worry, Ashley?!"  what? i stop walking, my whole body stopping, from the cells that constantly work to the blood flowing through my veins, it stops.....i don't want then to worry...why must they say that? they know i hate it when they worried about me, it's one of the reasons i ran away in the first place....do they want me to run again? they must, first they are making me go back to that school, the main reason to my absence, then...they don't want me....they have lied to me, they are all liars.

"Ashle-"

"LIARS!" I scream and the whole room erripts in fire, i turn to them all, feeling the past thousand panic attacks flow through me like briks falling from a sky scraper, i don't see anyone, "you all-" i gasp for air, "you all-" i need to get out of here, "lies-" i curl up on the floor, trying to breath even the smallest breath.

"Breath, Ashley boy, you need to breath!" their shouting, the flames that have crowded this room too loud, to unforgiving, "breath, please Ashley, breath!" i don't want to be here, the only reason of me being here is for Devlin, but i'd miss everyone, i don't want to miss out on more time....but i'm not wanted, "we do want you, Ashley, i want you, i need you!" i'm worrying everyone again...i can't worry everyone, may be if i -

"ASHLEY!"

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