Who Can I Trust Any more

Alex~2

Hi Guysssss hope you enjoy ,i know this chapter wont be long sorry am just too busy.

I gripped Luke and pulled him inside ,i closed the door and turn around to look at Blake.

"Why the hell did you said that i wasnt here ?" i hissed at Blake

"awwww! babe girl don't get angry i didn't know you were here "

What a dickhead i swear one day i will kill him,but fuck! He is hot but i don't like him and i will never will,he is the biggest player i ever met, he makes me feel sick ohh..shit.. he was staring in my eyes..with his perfect big green eyes!

'Focus Faith don't forget he is a player! He will use you and break your heart! ' a little voice said in my head .

Okay back to reality now what should i do..??  what should i say..?? OH! I KNOW! I will just ignore him.. and that's what i did i gripped Luke's hand and dragged him with me to my mum .

'Hey mum ?'

'What do you want Faith? , Oh and hey Luke!'

'Can Luke eat with us today?'

'You don't even have to ask he is always welcome '

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After dinner me and Luke went over his house to watch a movie ,me and Luke kinda argued about what movie to pick , in the end he said went along with watching 'Twilight' .Even if he didn't say anything i knew he was mad. After we watched the movie ...well it didn't go so well......

I went to the bathroom and went i come out i heard Luke talking to someone

"Its just Faith ,babe calm down she means nothing to me!"

"Well she is a slut and nobody likes her i want her out of here! "said the other voice..wait i know that voice its Kate Dobrev the biggest bitch in my school.well she doesn't like and i dont have too many friends at my school , just smokers.

"well yeah.. i know she is a slut and nobody likes her but i cant just tell her to go away"Luke said.

"Well do you like her?"Kate said sounding really angry.

"No nobody likes her and i hate her so calm down"my so called best friend said

Well i thought he was my best friends i guess not anymore...

i felt tears running down my face and i just got my stuff and run out of the house i heard Luke shouting my name but i didn't stop.

Am so hurt right now, i thought that i could trust him , i was always there for him...What did i do wrong?

I dont really have friends after i moved to Colorado i was always sad I couldn't really smile anymore.I lost nearly all my friends from New York and i needed to break up with Jared ,we couldn't have a long distance relationship it wouldn't work.

Its not only that i lost all my friends ,my life ,my Smile everything i remember how happy i was hanging out with my friends ,partying and doing stupid stuff ,having fun i remember when we went camping me Jared ,Kate,Abby,Eva,Kelly,Cole and Alex FUCK! i miss them so much they were the reason i was still alive i remember it like yesterday the day that my mum told me that were moving in a month. i run out my house crying i called my best friend Alex he was always there for me no matter what i called him and told him that i would move in a month he come and picked me up after 5 minutes he was crying yep he was crying he was like a brother to me URGGG.. i missed him like crazy ,i miss them all like crazy i cant take it anymore.

I have a sister and a brother ,my brother is 17 ,am 16 and my sister is also 17 her and my brother are twins ,My mum abuses me at home she doesn't care about me much she acts all nice in front of everyone but she really isnt nice. Lost in thoughts i am now sitting at a park its 10:17. I think i should go ,walking back to my house i heard someone talking ,they were saying something about killing somebody i freaked out and run faster to my house when i was outside of my house i opened the door and my mum starred kicking me ,slapping me,throwing stuff at me

"You fucking whore i hate you its your fault that your dad left you fucking bitch "my mother shouted .I was crying my hand was bleeding i had bruises all over my body i run to my room and locked the door and start crying .

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I woke up by my phone i had a texted from that bitch from my school Kate Doberv , how did i know that? she always texts me .

Unknow number: You fucking whore stay away from Luke he is mine nobody likes you go kill yourself .Tomorrow at school you will have a very nice day hahahahhahahah .

I  was sick of my life ,i went on my drawer and took a blade and slid it across my skin it felt good, so freaking good i took a towel and cleaned my arm from the blood and put the blade back and fell to sleep on the floor.

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I wake up by the sun who shining straight in my eyes i got up and got ready for school .my best friend Alex called me i answered

"Hi Princess how was your day yesterday ??" He said

"Not so well am sick of everything and i really miss you guys and i don't know how am still here without yous "i said

"Princess i will always be here for you remember that you are like a sister to me i love you don't forget that "

"Love you too Alex bye "

And i hanged up, Alex has always being there for me he is like a big brother to me .I opened my bedrooms door and went down stairs my mum wasn't there am glad she wasn't there but my brother and sister were in there when my brother saw me he quickly got up and hugged me .

"Did mum done these to you?"

i coulnt tell him that i done some of them so i just answered "Yeah..." and i looked down

He hugged me again and said "am really sorry that i wasn't here yesterday i was at Mikes but i thought you were staying over Lukes "

"Yeah he needed to go somewhere with his parents "I lied i didn't want to tell him what happened.

I ate breakfast and went upstairs to change because people will ask me about my scars i changed to black ripped jeans with a superman hoodie and my blue vans and got a ride to school with my brother .

I thanked my brother and got out of the car and went to my locker but when i saw who was there i turned around to walk away but they saw me and followed me ...

                                                I hope my superman will come and help me .