(Editing every now and then)
In where I imagine (mostly) Luke Alvez and Spencer Reid with songs.
Also, English isn't my primary language so I'm sure there's a lot of grammatical error. Please let me know and I will try my best to fix it.
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I watched you cry Bathed in sunlight By the bathroom door You said you wished you did not love me anymore
You left your flowers in the backseat of my car The things we said and did have left permanent scars Obsessed depressed at the same time I can't even walk in a straight line I've been lying in the dark no sunshine No sunshine No sunshine
She cries This is more than goodbye When I look into your eyes You're not even there
It's just a feeling Just a feeling Just a feeling that I have Just a feeling Just a feeling that I have Oh yeah
I can't believe that it's over ------------><-------------
It's not a secret that Spencer Reid full attentions are to his mother. And sometimes its become obstacles in our relationship. And from time to time i wonder if he ever seen me as his girlfriend. He spent a lot with his team, and i barely have time with him anymore. After years been together, I think this is the finish line. this is what you got when you loved a person who's heart belong to someone else too.
Bathtub lately become my good friend. For hours i will sat there and cried. I know he wouldn't come home at this time. Mostly after midnight. He will stay in his office, checking every university to get his mom on project to heal her Alzheimer's state. And while he's doing that, I'm right here cried, until I'm tired and there's no tears coming down again. Then I'll moved to our bedroom, tired, head throbbing in pain, exhausted, and fall asleep. When i wake up in the morning Spencer was gone...
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Another day, another tears.. I sit in the tub and opened the window near me, in hope the fresh air will ease my pain. But it's not. If this the end, i have to learn to let go. As i wept, wipe my tears with the back of my hand, Spencer is standing in the door way. His face filled with questions. I didn't care anymore. He never saw me cried. He doesn't know i cried every day. He didn't realize how puffy my eyes is because he never see me in my eyes again. And I'm tired. As he standing still there, don't know what to do. I look up at him, forced a smile "Spence" my voice hoarse, dry because of the constant cried "finally you've seen me. And how i wish at this moment i can stop my heart from loving you any longer"
"Aria, what happened?"
"We're happened, Spence" i gesture my hand to him and myself "we used to be so close. What happen to us, Spence?" Tears fall down again. I hate crying in front of him "I'm trying so hard to save this love, this relationship, but you kept your distance away from me. You're getting farther, I can't catch you up again" my breath hitched. "You never here anymore. I am all alone in this apartment. I barely hear your voice. Got call from you. Text messages. Nothing"
"Aria, it's not like what it's look like"
"I understand you focused on your mother, your job, your friends. But how about me Spence? How about me? How long we've been together?" I step out from the tub and walk past him "do you even remember me?"
