Luke Alvez And Spencer Reid One Shots

27. Maybe Someday

I love seeing you happy
I miss seeing that smile
It's been such a long time
And although I don't have you
I know now that I need to
Somehow make you mine
And I won't lie, it's hard seeing you with him
'Cause I know he can't hold you like I can

Someday maybe when we're old and gray
We could be in love once more
Till then I won't give my love away
Darling, I'm forever only yours

Oh, I remember that love song
I sang every word wrong
But you didn't mind, no no
And I'll admit that I miss you
But only if you do
'Cause you know that I'm shy
And I can't lie, it's hard seeing you with her
'Cause I know she can't love you like I can

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"Are you ready to go?" Spencer Reid propped himself next to my table as I closed my laptop and shove it into the bag. "Emily will join us later, she said she will go and get Mendoza with her,"

"Oh, okay. Are they together now?" I looked up and smiled at him, he looked a bit tired but still looking good as usual.

"It could be. They spent their free times often lately,"

'Guys, come on! We'll be late!" JJ perched up from the door and shouted, 

"Coming!" I stood up and pushed the chair back to its place, Spence took my hand and led us to the car park.

"It's been a while since we had a party, you know," he said, "kinda exciting isn't it?"

"It is," it's not exciting for me, though. I sighed silently, "I drive or you will?" I stir the conversation from the subject. Not wanting him to see my mood change slightly.

"I will."

"Are you sure? You look tired, Spence," I opened the car back door and kept my bag there, Spence followed suit. He looked at me with his warm eyes and planted a kiss on my forehead.

"I will never be tired whenever you are  around me, Carly, come on hop-on, before that agent shout at us again," he chuckled, 

"Alright, but let me know if you need rest," I walked to the passenger seat, and sat comfortably, waiting for Spencer and then we drove away following JJ's car.

"Carly?"

I turned my head to the voice that called me, "on hi Luke, fancy seeing you here, are you with Lisa?"

"No. I'm alone. She just left for an emergency,"

"I see," this is awkward. 

"And you?"

"I'm alone, just running some errands and stopping for lunch," I need to get out of here. I should really accept Spence offering to go with him instead of alone.

"Come, sit with me, I just ordered my meal too,"

"Will Lisa come back? I don't want to interfere with both of you."

"She won't, she said she will come home later. Have a seat, Carly," he insisted, and I know very well, he won't let me leave this cafe before I have something to eat.

So I sat in front of him, ordering some food and drink. We fall into an awkward silence, my eyes wandering everywhere but him. Suddenly, the empty chair across us is more interesting to me. I can feel his eyes fixed on me, but I have no power to look at him.

"Carly, don't be a stranger, please," he broke the silence after the waiter brought us our meal. I shove the meal right away need to get out of here ASAP. "Carly," he grabbed my hand, almost made me choke on my potato, I pull my hand away,