Luke Alvez And Spencer Reid One Shots

17. Broken Vow

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go

I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why

I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
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(Based on Criminal Minds S14E6 : 'Luke')

It's wasn't hard to say that even a nearly perfect human is in a matter of fact is just an ordinary human. We do mistake sometime, but often mistakes. We made promises we tend to break, in a way or another. Despite we mean it or no, broken promises is indeed broken promises. You can't say it otherwise.

This is a story about a girl, who found her soon-to-be-husband, in their house, in their bed with other woman.

You can't imagine her heart, it shattered down the floor, just like a pot of coffee she decided to brought up to their room, to surprise him as an apology for coming home a day late because she was caught up by a hard case. Instead, he was the one who surprised her after all.

The sound of the broken pot waking both of them. She stood there watching the girl scrambled covering her body with a blanket, my favourite blanket, she said quietly. And his eyes wide in horror, seeing his soon-to-be-wife standing still in the bedroom door frame.

"Nat.." his voice choked. She lower her gaze, retrieve slowly and close the door. Walk unhurried to the kitchen, and went out to the backyard, sat down on the grass, next to the swimming pool.

Where did i do wrong? I don't know. She mumbled to herself. Tears falling down onto her cheeks.

From there she can hear her run down from the room and yelled angrily asking him to choose between the two of them. She heard her starting her car and drive away. Her chest hurt, it's like you've been hit by a train and yet survived to feel all of your body screaming in pain. You wished you'll die that instant, but the death angel seems too busy doing their work in another part of the world. So you just stay there, waiting the bad guy ripped out the small part of your heart that still intact inside your chest.

"Nat.." he came close to her, when she stand up, fixing her hair, straighten her blouse and trouser. Acted like she's just arrived at home and nothing happened.

"Hi, love" she greet him with smile "I'm sorry I'm late, i left few messages on your phone actually, but it's not active" she wipe the tears away, he stood there with mixed emotions. "I'm just gonna get few things from the room and I'll be on my way" she removed the rings and hand it to him.

"Nat, its not supposed to be like this"

"I know love, i know" she touch his cheek, "and I'm sorry i made you took this kind of way. Goodbye, love" she kissed him one last time. She was supposed to take her belongings but she knew she can't step on that room anymore, so she simply drove away from there, leaving everything behind to a place somewhere she don't know. As far away from his house.

She have no where to go, nor place to stay. She parked her car near the hill. Since he proposed 3 years ago, she'd been living in his place, he said it's theirs. So dumb. So dumb. She laughed, how could she be so dumb? She's laughing in between sobs.

How did i fall in love with you?

She end up spending a night on BAU lounge. Until Emily arrived in the morning and found her sitting on the floor, leaning her back to the sofa seater.