Puppeteer love war kankuro x reader

My Girl

Months has passed since you and Deidara joined (well forced ) the Akasuki. You two met all the members. You already met  Kisame and Itachi. Kisame at first had a sharp exterior when you first met him but through time he was actually one of the few members who was really easy to talk to plus he was pretty funny but gets upset when you jokingly call him daddy shark. Itachi kept to himself in the beginning  but after teaching him how to perfect an egg he was no longer the mysterious guy you met. The two of you would drink tea and share some dango while talking and sharing about each others past. Then there was kakuzu. You didnt care much for Kakuzu mostly because he complained on having to spend money on you since you were an unexpected member and had to buy your clothes and furniture for your bedroom since he was the accountant for the akatsuki . Kakuzu misogynistic comments didnt help him in the popularity contest either. Always complaining that woman were more expensive than men. GOD the man is such a cheap geezer at times. Then there was Hidan. Nothing much to say about him other than he could be a pervert sometimes. Hidan gave you Chad frat boy vibes and you honestly could careless about his big ego. Not to mention he creeps you out when ever he talks about sacrificing someone to jashin. Hidan tried to play flirt with you but stopped all together when sasori decapitated him and kakuzu had to reattach him. Leaving you to this day some what traumatized. There was zetzu and well... ZETZU JUST CREEPED YOU OUT!

Then there was beautiful Konan you two instantly hit it off. When Konan wasn't out on missions you two were inseparable, at times Sasori knew better to not come between you and Konan's friendship. Konan was second in charge of the Akatsuki. You and Konan would go on for hours talking and gossiping. Going out to get your nails and hair done. Helping each other on picking the cutest outfits. Konan was the older sister you never had, you  always confined in her about EVERYTHING.  Konan was the person to go for advise, she understood you, especially because the two of you were the only woman in the gang. Konan taught you origami. One night when you and Sasori got to your very first fight , Konan was there for you all night letting you cry your heart out. That same night she taught you how to make little paper stars. Telling you to make a star every time you were sad and put in an empty jar. (Today that jar is almost full with paper stars)

Next was the leader himself, Pain. You thought Itachi was mysterious but Pain took that title and with it. Pain was 10x as mysterious than Itachi. Pain was against the idea of you joining the group, but after seeing how close you and Konan had gotten and how much you made her smile he couldn't take that away from her.  Pain at first was EXTREMELY intimidating with all his face piercings and rinnegan. Pain's omen presence also intimidated you but even with all that and  being the leader he always checked on you to make sure you were okay and needed anything. You rarely get to see him let alone interact with him since he was in constant missions but when ever he was around he always asked if you were okay and not to be afraid to ask. Making you feel very welcomed.

Then there was the man himself. The man that recruited you to the Akatsuki. Sasori of the red sand. The second you joined the akatsuki was the moment you two started dating. In the beginning Sasori made your heart race every single time you two were together. Sasori would spoil you with endless amount of kisses and hand play. Everytime Sasori and Deidara would return back from missions  Sasori always brought back a native flower from the village their missions  were based on just for you. The lust between you and Sasori was in a whole different  level .The sessions were like two animals in heat. The hot steamy sex were insatiable. The hunger you two had to feel each others bodies rub against each other made you two wild. Sasori quenched your thirst for the attention you been craving . You wanted more and more of the intoxicating man. Poisoning your body with a numbing sensation he gives you when he pleasures your kitty . Almost feeling like you were under his chakara strings. Pulling you closer and closer to his world. Sasori dominated you in the bedroom. The rougher he played, the rougher he kissed you, the rougher he handled you made you wanting more of him inside your body feeling every touch.Sasori knew how to sweet talk you to get to your ultimate peak  seductively  whispers "thats my my girl." into your ear making you climax. You were eve and Sasori was the delicious red apple you crave to take a bite off.

The relationship grew more when Sasori started showing  you his puppet collection and shared how each of them were made and worked. You saw a spark in his eyes everytime he talked about his love for his puppets. You and sasori spent everyday in the workshop and the days when Sasori was out on missions you would make special bentos with cute little notes for him. While he was gone you would organize and kept his workshop nice and pristine. His love for puppets rubbed on to you and even yourself was infatuated on the art and craftsmanship. Sasori showed you how to take care and fix different puppets. Sasori showed you how to put in special weapons in them and how to customize a puppet. Sasori even taught you how and  move chakara strings (although you still needed a ton of practice).  Puppeteer was your quality time together (other than your sex sessions). You loved every minute of it. Sasori loved sharing his knowledge to you so much  he even let you create your very own puppet. You worked on your puppet day and night. Hours on end trying to perfect your first piece. You named your puppet Lilith (**after the biblical Lilith**)

The love and hard work you put on making Lilith showed. From the fine little details to the specific wood you used for it. Your hands would be covered in cuts and blisters by the end of the day. " Thats my girl, working hard as always. Are you almost done with your puppet??" Sasori asked wrapping your hands in bandages." "  your pretty little  hands getting mangled up huh?" he continued. 

You sighed "  I am not close to finishing. Mine is not even close to good as your puppets  Sasori." You replied looking into his  soft light eyes. You noticed a sense of disappointment in them. Sasori stood quiet for a second finishing up aiding your hands " You been working on the same puppet for two months now. That is a long time I have given you"

  You felt ashamed and hurt at his disappointment . " I am sorry Sasori... Its not like I am not trying . I just want to make it absolutely perfect. I want to make you proud on my first piece." you explained. " Its NOT good to keep people waiting you know." Sasori's tone turned stern as he put the first aid away. " Maybe your not serious about  puppeteer after all, maybe I was wrong for showing you the art." Sasori continued his back facing you. "Are you kidding me right now Sasori?! IM TRYING IM FUCKING TRYING! I ONLY BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO FUCKING MONTHS!"you yelled angry at the accusation.

  "WELL TRYING ISNT GOOD ENOUGH!" sasori shouted back. You sat there quiet.  " I thought the purpose of puppeteer is to ENJOY and have FUN Sasori. I didnt get into the craft to simply  please you. I genuinely enjoy it. I am trying to put my love into it." you replied putting your head down looking down at your bandaged hands knowing exactly how much dedication you put into Lileth.

You were  hoping to hear an apology or at least an understanding, instead all you heard was    "Love? really? dont feed me that childish idea. Dont worry about the puppet ill finish it myself. Your forbidden from my workshop."  Sasori said trying to end the heated conversation " HELL NO! I WANT TO FINISH CREATING LILETH!!!!  YOU CANT STOP ME ! ILL SHOW YOU THAT YOUR WAY OF MAKING PUPPETS ISNT JUST THE ONLY WAY! NOT JUST RUSHED  WEAPONS BUT BEAUTIFUL PIECES  OF ART WORK!!! . you shouted.  CRACK!!! was all you heard after  your outburst. You turned around to see your puppet Lilith DESTROYED!!!!

" What was it you were going to show me again? next time dont insult what I CONSIDER art???" Sasori said before leaving the room leaving you crying cradling your shattered work. Ever since that day sasori never apologized for destroying your puppet Lilith. Sasori  put up a wall between the two of you as if he was wearing his very own puppet armor to keep you away from him emotionally. Treating you nothing more than one of his own puppets, not caring about your feelings. Even after you tried to put the situation behind you, The flame between the two of you died out.

You tried your best to relight the flame. Making him lunches and dinners, finding rare plants and items for his puppets. Even when you were forbidden in his workshop you tighty up his work area and cleaned his puppets, but nothing worked he just got more and more irritated. You even tried dressing sexy, wearing  dresses he loved seeing you in but even with that he no longer had any desire to look at your direction.

One day when sasori was out on a mission you went into his workshop for the final time. dancing your fingers on the workbench feeling the fine wood on your fingertips. Thinking back at the times you two spent together working on puppets. Your fingers glided on every tool as tears flowed down your eyes. You were ready to leave the time capsule of your faded relationship until you stumble into a closet. You opened the closet door to see a shattered Lilith , labeled "garbage."

* END OF FLASHBACK*