Dark Blue Kiss Aftermath

Violated and Scarred

TW: Rape, suicidal thoughts, and self harm. *RAPE REALLY GRAPHIC!

Author’s note: If you have experienced any of the triggers mentioned above. Don’t be afraid to talk to a trustworthy person. Things will get better as soon as you take the first step. I’m also here if you need to talk. Read with caution!!!

Kao’s POV

My heart was pounding uncontrollably. I looked around for a way to escape. I ducked underneath his arm, but was caught again by his harsh grasp on my wrist. 

“Where do you think you’re going?” He snarled at me with an evil glare.  I got a sudden courage and confidence to fight him back. I kicked him in his groin which he slapped me back in response. Tears started to well up in my eyes.

“Don’t fucking cry, you little slut! Too bad your boyfriend isn’t here to protect you.” He pointed out which reminded me of my Pete. I cried out but was given a blow to my nose. At that moment, I wished the office wasn’t soundproof. 

He started stripping down my clothes starting from my buttoned up shirt to my jeans. He grabbed my arms into one of his hands. I was attempting to escape secretly without angering him. If I weren’t pregnant, I would have beaten him up but I didn’t want to put the baby in danger. 

He started leaving bite marks around my neck as he started to pull my underwear off. I gasped as he squeezed my bottom. 

He pressed his lips to my ear, “Don’t worry, it’s not going to hurt. I’m going to be gentle.” When he said that, I started screaming for help. He slapped me once again. The slap on my cheek was stinging badly. 

He threw me on top of the desk, my head banging on the desk. As he was kissing down towards my abandomen, he started me fingering, starting with two fingers and slowly increasing to four fingers. I was biting my lip from moaning back when he hit right in the good spot. He smirked when he noticed so. 

“Don’t deny it. You’re liking it more than how your boyfriend ever did you.” I kept quiet, deep down I was feeling guilty that I was even close to reaching my climax. A minute has passed and I have already cummed on my stomach. He chuckled and wiped some cum off of my stomach with his fingers and licked it. 

He undid his pants and pulled down his pants in a swift motion desperately. 

“Please, don’t!” I yelled, trying to get up but he pulled me towards him and parted my legs apart exposing my ass. 

In an instant, he jammed himself inside of me without warning. He quickly covered my mouth as I was screaming into his hand for mercy. He just kept picking up the pace. 

“Your boyfriend is really lucky to have you to himself. Well- not anymore. You’re mine now. You’re not fucking Pete’s anymore!” He started to choke me as he kept pounding me. 

Suddenly, he cummed inside me with his load and started to dress himself and leave me there on the desk like nothing ever happened. Before he left me by myself, he turned around and threatened, “if you ever tell this to anyone, you’re gonna see what happens to you and Pete.”

“Why do you have so much hate towards me and Pete?!” I yelled in anger without a second thought. 

I caught him by surprise, “Why? You destroyed my cousin’s life!” He walked out on me, leaving me there to die in pain and anger. I’m ruined. Pete will never love me again. He won’t ever want to sleep with me again knowing that I was raped. I feel disgusting and worthless. I grabbed my things and decided to leave work for the day. 

I got out of my office and made my way to Pon. Out of the corner of my left eye, I saw Tee glaring at me. I chickened out and left without saying a single word.