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Chris' ramblings

Trigger warnings# chris in general# mentions of sexual assault#mentions murder#referencestochildabuse

Normally I don't do these things but Neves asked and I know it upsets isaiah to be around him.  That and not to break anything important, but I'm kinda freaking out. I've been dead awhile. A long while. My mother just passed so my contract is broken until we write up another but another contract is the only way they'd consider continuing my existence and I don't think they have any intentions of doing so..And my father is going to be released from prison soon.  Kinda forgot he existed. Kinda liked my step dad more but he proved himself to be a *beep* when he *beeped* and ditched my mother when she was still in her coma. And I know what everyone is thinking. "No, the rapist can't judge. "Well *beep* it, that was my mother. I don't care who or what you are, we all have something that holds us to this space rock. She was my everything. I nearly died early just to work for my father to get enough money to keep her alive. I signed away my immortal life to keep her comfortable. There's nothing I wouldn't do for her. She's gone now though. No demonic after life,no purgatory, I checked. She really was good person, I guess I take after my father. Or maybe I'm worse than him?  He's been in prison the last how long? I was 16.....it was the 60s..holy *beep* he's like 90 something. Oh right, that's why they're letting him out. No longer a threat.. Y'know what I'm going to make sure there's no threat. Petty or not, see you later