Infected | JENLISA AU|

The Fear Of Losing Myself

Jennie opened up the door as quietly as she could, blood trickling down her leg as she placed her gun to the side.

She looked at the curled up silhouette on the sofa and smiled softly as she walked over, minding the cuts on her leg

"Lis, Lis" She whispered softly, shaking the sleeping girl's arm as she did

The girl stirred, but made no effort to actually move, making Jennie smile.

Shaking her head she picked the girl up bridal style, pecking her cheek as she walked them into their bedroom

Once she was all washed up, and Lisa was tucked into the bed, Jennie laid next to her girlfriend, cuddling up to her immediately.

Once she had made herself somewhat comfortable she sighed quietly

"I hate this. But I'll make it through."

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"duck! duck! Swing! Right! Left! Under!" Seulgi shouts, her hands placed in front of her, boxing pads protecting them as Jennie swings at them.

Jennie throws one last right hook at Seulgi's hand before dropping to the floor in a pile of sweat

"Im so over this" She mumbles, not wanting to move

"You can't say that over on the grounds, you'll die. So get up, push through this. And then head out with Kai to find some markings."

Jennie puffed some hair out of her face, begrudgingly standing up slowly

"Look, I know it's hard for you to do this. And You wont have to do anything else today, but we need to make sure we don't loose you"

Jennie clenched her fists, trying to push down the rising anger but she couldn't help it

"Your not going to loose me! So can everyone just-" Jennie stopped and took a deep breath, sadness and fear rising in the place of raging anger

Or maybe it wasn't anger at all, but she couldn't be sure at this point, everything recently seemed to be blurred and out of her understanding.

"Jen" Lisa called, grabbing onto her arm

Jennie resisted the urge to yank it away and storm off. It was Lisa. Lisa never thought bad of Jennie

"We know you've got this babe, we really do. But we're just a bit worried."

"Yeah well so am I. This asshole living inside of me make sure of that every time I breathe" She mutters under her breath

Lisa smiles and pulls her into a warm hug, before moving away from her

"You'll be okay. Just go with Kai for now, we've gotta get some markings before tomorrow"

Lisa places a soft kiss on Jennie's lips, making Seulgi fake gag, but smile none the less

Jennie nods and jogs out of the room, looking for Kai. She opens his door and clears her throat

"Yo" She says, walking into the boys room

"Hey. Ready to get some markings down?"

Jennie scoffs as she playfully nudges him

"well duh"

a/n sorry it's been so long guys, between revising my stories and writing them I keep forgetting to update them