Sign || H.HJ + K.SM

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Seungmin sat on the edge of a bridge; looking down at the coi beneath him. His mind flooding with thoughts of Hyunjin.

If I wouldn't have tried to kill myself; he would be okay.

What if I confessed to him. Would he like me back?

No.

No he would never.

Minhee says boys can't like boys.

Boys are supposed to be with girls.

Maybe Minhee likes Hyunjin.

What if Hyunjin likes her back.

What if they start dating.

Seungmin felt tears trickle down his cheeks. His muffled cries started to get louder. He called for Hyunjin, although he knew Hyunjin would never come. He sat on the bridge, whining Hyunjin's name.

"Hunjun.."

"Hunjun.."

"Hunhun Hunjun Hunjun.."

He kept crying. He choked on his tears as he continued calling for Hyunjin. Seungmin felt like he was going crazy. He hadn't slept in a few days. He could only think about Hyunjin.

He felt something tap on his shoulder. He turned around to see Hyunjin. Hyunjin? He wasn't wearing anything that showed he came from the hospital, like a gown or something. He was just wearing his normal everyday clothes.

"Hun..jun..?"

Hyunjin smiled at him. He slowly walked toward the younger; sliding his arms around him. Seungmin was frozen. He couldn't move. This wasn't real. This isn't real.

Hunjun..is so..cold..

Hiss..ishent..real..

Seungmin opened his eyes. Hyunjin was gone. What is going on.

"Hunjun..?"

Seungmin looked around for the taller; he was no where to be found.

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Seungmin went to visit Hyunjin in the hospital the next day. Usually when he goes to visit Hyunjin, he talks to him. Even though he knows Hyunjin can't hear him, he likes to talk to him.

Seungmin sat in the chair next to Hyunjin's bed. Hyunjin looked dead. His face was pale and his heartbeat was extremely slow. Seungmin held his hand. It was cold. So. So. Cold.

Seungmin! You're back!

Seungmin pressed the button to call for a nurse.

"May I help you?" The lady asked politely.

"I'm sothry if you can' undosthand me becauth I can' hea you but-"

"Oh honey don't worry! I speak sign language dont worry! What's your question?"

Seungmin's expression went shocked, "oh! Well..the docktouh said my fourend is in a coma..but it's liek he's..dead.."

She nodded as the boy explained why he was worried.

"And his hautbeet..iths so slow..heths so cold too.."

"Don't worry honey. He will be okay. If his heartbeat slows down even more please call us okay?"

Seungmin nodded and thanked the nurse before turning back to Hyunjin.

"Youu'ell be okay hunjunnie.."

Please stay with me.

Seungmin continued to hold the boy's cold hand. Hyunjin felt so lifeless in seungmin's hand. Seungmin put his head on Hyunjin's chest, listening to his slow heartbeat. He wanted to kiss Hyunjin so bad. No. He couldn't. He couldn't do that without Hyunjin's consent.

"Hunjun..can I asth you sometinf..?"

Hyunjin didn't respond.

"Am..I a bothor..?"

He didn't expect Hyunjin to respond. He just wanted to talk to someone.

"Iths like ebweone hates me.."

"Do yuu hate me?"

Hyunjin's heartbeat sped up.

Seungmin of course I don't. I love you. So so much.

"Wh-whai ith your hartbeas speeding up?!"

Seungmin please don't panic I'm okay.

"Hunjun ah yuu okay??"

Seungmin please.

Hyunjin's heartbeat slowed down.

"Can..yuu heer me..?"

How did you know?

"How dith I know? When I talk youhr hartbeet; it speeths up."

What the fuck?? Can you read my mind?? Or is this just a coincidence.

"I like to tink weruh sowl-..sul..soulmates."

What does that have to do with you being able to hear me??

"I feal liek..I knou what youhr tinking abut. Liek..we're douh same pourson."

...

"Yuu think I'm weeourd now.."

No no min I don't! I just think..that's amazing.. maybe soulmates do exist.

"Hunjun..?"

Yeah?

"Can I kith yuu?"