Sign || H.HJ + K.SM

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"Hunjun are you altriths?"

Hyunjin sat in silence staring at the water beneath him.

"What would happen if I just jumped. Like I've always wanted to do."

Seungmin sat in disbelief; staring at the boy in front of him,"I'm...not he-ou-ing coorect.."

"Sorry. I was just thinking outloud min," Hyunjin turned towards the younger; a weary smile plastered on his face, "Don't worry."

Seungmin awkwardly pursed his lips, "Oh..kay.."

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"Yuth keeps zoning outh..are yuu sure you areth okay?"

"I'm fucking fine Seungmin."

Seungmin flinched at Hyunjin's raised voice.

Hyunjin sighed, "I-..'m sorry..Minnie.."

"Hunjun..youu can talks to me," Seungmin placed his hand on Hyunjin's thigh, causing the older to shiver at the feeling.

"I'm okay..Just feeling a little down," Hyunjin smiled.

"Why?" Seungmin scooted himself closer to the taller.

"I don't know..why are you getting so close..?"

Seungmin made an inaudible suprised noise and scoot back, "S-sothry..! I wasth tryinth to comfourt yuu..!"

Hyunjin chuckled, "Come here," he pulled Seungmin closer to him, "You're cute, you know."

"Ahhh!" Seungmin covered his face in embarrassment, "Stop- Stops that..!"

Hyunjin made kissy faces at the younger, "No! No! You embarathing me!"

Seungmin pushed Hyunjin away from him; the older giggling.

"I'm gonna miss you.." Hyunjin whispered to himself.

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Hyunjin walked along the rain of a bridge. He looked down at the beautiful ocean.

"Seungmin would have loved this.." He thought to himself.

He watched as cars passed him by and couples laughed together. He wish he could've had that. Poor Seungmin. He has no idea what Hyunjin was about to do. Hyunjin could've at least left a note for him..

Hyunjin lifted himself up onto the railing, the railing that was supposed to keep people from falling into the ocean. He stood up on the ledge and closed his eyes.

Hi Seungmin.

How are you?

I've been meaning to tell you that Iv'e been thinking..

Um..haha..

It's awkward to say..

I've been thinking about dying a lot. Heheh..

Sorry

But it's okay.

I'll always be with you.

I've been feeling really depressed for a while..heh..

It's not your fault. It's mine.

Mine. All my fault.

All my fucking fault.

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Seungmin bolted upright; a cold sweat trapped on the outside of his whole body. His whole body was drenched in sweat.

"Hunjunnie??" He silently whispered, looking around his room for Hyunjin.

He stumbled out of his bed; throwing off his shirt and exchanging it for a dry one. The slipped his pajama pants off and threw on some sweatpants before running out the door.

Seungmin heavily panted as he ran towards the hospital; his mind filled with Hyunjin and only Hyunjin.

Seungmin made his way up to Hyunjin's room. The dark hallways turned on as they detected seungmin's movement.

"Sir-! Please don't run! You're disturbing the patien-!"

Seungmin ran past the nurse, "S-sourthry..!"

Seungmin put his hand on the doorknob, ready to be greeted with an unconscious Hyunjin.

Seungmin opened the door slowly, peeking in.

"Hun-..jin..?"

Hyunjin stared at the boy in front of his door; his hands propping him up from his bed. A nasal cannula connecting from his nose to a machine. Hyunjin had a terrified look on his face as he tried to figure out where he was. Seungmin stared at the IV in the older's arm. This was the first time he's seeing medical equipment on Hyunjin other than what was on his face.

"Seung..min.."