"Are you listening to all of these stories? That's my deepest sincerity for you~" Jungkook sang randomly.
"When again, hyung?" He asked giving Emphasis to the last word.
"Never again, Gguk." Taehyung straightforwardly answered.
"Then when will you listen to my explanation?" Jungkook looked at Taehyung with puppy eyes.
"You can sing me a song to sleep and call someone after that. You can cook for me for dinner and keep some for someone. You can take me to work and go home to someone after that. That's all the explanation I needed Gguk. You don't have to expound more." Jungkook was taken aback by Taehyung's answer who only smirked after seeing the younger's reaction.
"That's not what you think it is. I... I—"
"I told you not to. Stop it. Stop this bullcraps."
"You have no rights to dictate me what I should and what I shouldn't do. I just want to explain my side. Is that too hard, huh?!" Pissed, Jungkook stomped his feet.
"Yes! It is that hard! Do you know how much I trusted you?! And I will hear those things?! You were caught seeing someone! Behind my back! Tell me how will it be easy?!"
"I love you, hyung. I really do it's just that—"
"I. Don't. Need. Your. Explanation." Taehyung said hiding his tears.
"But how about me? Us? How about us? The seven years? How about that, my love?"
"I don't know Gguk. It's so hard to believe in you now after what you've done. I badly want to run to you and hug you. I wanna be beside you once again. I badly want to caress your face, kiss your forehead, assure you of every good thing in this world but how? Tell me how and I'll do it immediately. Do you think it's easy to ignore you? Your calls? Your cries? Your please? Your eyes? Your love if there really i—" Jungkook kneeled in front of Taehyung with face full of tears.
"She was my girlfriend. She's my best friend. She was the one who stood by me when the whole world is against me. She helped me in many ways. She's sick. She wants me to at least give her a little time. I want to help her be happy because she's the only family I ha—"
"Only family? How about me?"
"I had back then. Please let me finish. She's happy when she's with me so I decided to help her. Maybe she'll live when I'm around her. I love you Taehyung. You're the only one for me and I know you know that. Jus—just let me take care of her, I'll take care of the both of yo—"
"Are you hearing yourself? The both of us? Tell me Gguk who am I?"
"I know. I know but please try to unders—"
"I won't ever! If you want me then have me! Only me! You know how selfish I am. Choose Gguk. I don't want to share you with anyone!"
"Taehyung please understand. Baby, listen to me. I will only go to her when you're not around. I'll just take care of her — nothing more, nothing less. She's important to me and you are too. I can't lose one."
"The moment you went to her without my permission — you already lost my trust, me. How will I sleep at night when I know you'll be out with her after sending me to sleep? How wil—" a rang stopped Taehyung from talking.
"She's on the hospital. She's looking for you." Jungkook stood up shocked at what he's hearing on the other side of the phone.
"I'll be back." Taehyung tried to stop Jungkook but he only glanced at him and continue running away from him.
It's all clear, my love. You chose her. I'm the loser, once again. When will you choose me? Tell me when. I'll wait for that time. I'll wait til I'm enough for you to stay by my side.
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Just a short story I wrote out of boredom
Written : January 5,2021
