To outshine the darkness

Chapter 13 [Lemon]

Leonora Vermillion P.O.V.

I can't help but sob hysterically as I lean my back against Fuegoleons bed and press my hands against my eyes. I can't even look up when I hear the door open. "The last time you cried like this, was the first time Oyaji whipped you" Mereoleona says softly she places her hand on my head. I finally look up and press my lips together long enough to see the sad and worried look on my sisters face. "What's wrong?" She whispers as she strokes my hair. "I feel so confused" I hiccup. "Dry your tears, Leonora and tell me what's going on" Mereoleona says as she hands me a handkerchief. I dry my tears and my face with the handkerchief and take a few deep breaths before pressing my lips together to calm down. It doesn't help that she keeps stroking my hair and head. "I'm sad and angry and happy and scared. Relieved and anxious." I say. "Why?" Mereoleona asks. "I'm pregnant. Long enough for it so survive" I say. "What is going to happen to me now?" I whisper. "Nothing is going to happen to you, little sister" Mereoleona whispers as she strokes my cheeks. "You think that Nozel is going to let me go, after I give birth to the baby? He barely lets me out on my days off" I say as tears start streaming down my face again. "Of course he is going to expect you to take care of the kid. That's only logical, it's your kid after all" Mereoleona says. I sigh and lean back against the bed and wipe the tears of my face. "So I just got to deal with it huh?" I ask, emotionless. The sad and worried expression on my sisters face hasn't changed. "Maybe it's best if you forget about Yami" Mereoleona whispers. I clench my teeth.  They planned this all along. My life was never mine to live.. I never thought you'd play a role in it, Mereoleona! I lean my hand behind me on the bed as I get back up. I bend over Fuegoleon and press a kiss against his forehead. "Please wake up soon, I need you" I whisper silently. I turn and walk away. "Where are you going?" Mereoleona asks as I walk toward the door. I lean my hand against the doorframe and look at my sister sadly before leaving without a word.

I softly press my lips onto Nozel's chest, slowly down to his abs. I have to get him in a good mood before I tell him. Nozel sighs softly as I keep going down. I press my lips slightly above his shaft, Nozel groans softly as I trace my tongue past it toward the tip. Nozel gasps as I press my lips against his tip then suck him in. It doesn't go completely into my mouth so I use my hand to for the rest. I bob my head slowly as I lick and suck him off, As Nozel moans softly each time. I feel his hand running through my hair, pushing my head down every now and then until I make a gagging sound. I look up at him without stopping. Nozel looks down at me, his eyes dark with lust. I close my eyes as I continue. I give a nice long suck as I pull out, lick his tip and then my lips as I crawl onto his lap. "I've got to tell you something" I whisper, as I wrap my arms around his shoulders. "What is it?" Nozel mumbles, placing his arm around my hips. He groans deeply as I slowly sit down on him. I don't respond as I ride him for a couple of minutes, mixing our moans. "I'm pregnant" I whisper softly. Nozel stops my movements with his hand on my hip after his lips parted slightly. "Are you serieus?" He asks. I nod. Nozel smiles and I don't think I've seen him smile like this since we were kids. I think he hasn't even smiled at me once since we've been married. His fingertips glide past my stomach, as he uses his other hand to pull my head down and kisses me softly. "I'm happy" he whispers smiling before kissing me again. I slowly start moving again, making him moan against my lips. Nozel wraps his arms around my hips and turns us around. I gasp softly when he moves his hips, hitting me in that sweet spot immediately. He grabs my hand intertwining his fingers with mine. He thrusts slowly but deeply, letting me feel amazing every time. It's like he's trying to pour his love into me with every thrust, as if all of this is just for my pleasure, instead of his..how I started this. Nozel softly presses his lips against mine, closing his eyes. I still feel the smile on his lips.

"Is it his, or mine?" Yami asks as he slowly blows out smoke. "I don't know. His is the most logical answer. But it could go either way, as we didn't use a condom as I promised" I say softly and shrug. Yami smiles slightly. "So I still got a chance huh?" He asks amused. I look at him sadly. "What are you going to do if it's his?" I ask. "Nothing. We knew this was coming right?" Yami asks. "What's with that face?" He asks as he strokes my cheek with his fingertips. "I'm scared, Yami. What if he's going to lock me in to raise this kid?" I say softly. "He won't" Yami says. I look at him. "He's an arrogant bastard. But despite his treatment of Noelle, he isn't an unreasonable man. He hasn't been treating you badly and I don't believe he's going to now" Yami says. I try to smile. "You're more confident than I am" I say. "You're just stressed. You should be careful with that. That isn't good for the baby" Yami says. This time I smile for real."yeah. I have to go though. I said I was going to the Royal Knights tournament to watch, since I can't participate. Solid is going to be there so Nozel will know if I don't go." I say. "Alright" Yami says before kissing me. "Take care" he says. "I'll see you soon" I say, stepping onto my broom. When I land my broom right next to the magic emperor's seat, I see that the first fight has just started. "Just in time, Asta and Mimosa!" I say. "Oh you've come to watch" Julius says smiling "of course. I can right?" I ask. "Sure" Julius says. "Eh..Charmy-chan.." I say a little awkward. I say as I see that she's on Julius lap. "It's alright" he says amused. "Sit down." Charmy says, as one of her clouds appear next to Julius' seat, so I sit down. "Thank you" I say smiling and automatically place my hand on my stomach for a second. As soon as I notice I pull my hand away. "I expected you to participate" Julius says. "I wanted to. But my husband forbade it" I say. "Nozel? But Solid is participating" Julius says slightly surprised. "Guess it's different for his wife" I sigh. "Guess it shows how much he cares" Julius says but I don't respond.