𝓘𝓶𝓹𝓮𝓽𝓾𝓸𝓾𝓼

CHAPTER 12

*MATURE SCENES AHEAD* ALSO ATHENA IS YOUNG AND STUPID SHES GOING TO BE EMBARRASING AND MAKE STUPID DECISINS-

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Athena sat on her bed growing angry with herself. Why would she ask Draco to leave? Was she afraid she would blow up on him? Toss something at him to make the anger go away?

Why was Scorpius always showing affection to her at night. Or after they had stayed with each other for the day. But then get angry when she didn't want sex. Was she somehow being ungrateful to him. He was showing her so many acts of kindness- the least amount she could offer him is sex. Even if it is terrible.

But was Scorpius going to love her after the fact that she had told him she couldn't bear a child?

What was she even thinking? Getting with Scorpius after she could never love him.

But what was going to happen with Draco in the long run?

Frustrated and anxious she grabbed a pillow and through it across the room. The anger never depleted causing her to get angrier and throw the remaining pillows on her bed. but again the anger coiled up inside her- causing her to stand up strictly and throw the empty glass of water on her nightstand. It hit the wall with a loud clank- falling in broken pieces of anger.

She screamed with force- a plea of resentment.

She screamed because she was confused. She screamed because she was Angery, sad, lustful. She screamed to let it all out.

And when the tears struck against her cheek, she collapsed on top of her bed curling into a fetus position. She hugged herself.

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When she woke up the stars glistened through her windows. The tint of a full moon glossed the room. No tears fell- no anger or resentment. This time she felt guilty. She sat up pushing her feet off the bed- and opened the door. She had just woken up with no time to think about rash thoughts or decisions.

All she could think about was apologizing to Draco.

That was the only thing running through her head. So she had wondered the corridor trying to find out where she was located in his house. She knew she wouldn't be able to find his room- but maybe she could find his study and set off the ward. She wanted to talk to him make him understand she was sorry for dismissing him earlier.

But all the guilt- sadness- and repressed anger soon turned into a quick flamed hatred. Peering through the yet again- cracked door to his study there he was- a girl facing him with her legs wrapped around his waist. She was kissing his neck in a passionate grasp. Draco had his eyes fluttering closed his brows furrowing with building pleasure.

The guilt was no longer there. She felt like slamming the door closed as loud as she could. Wasn't he just in her room? Not even a couple hours ago? What was she thinking? She never should have tangled herself in with Draco. She knew there would be strings attached.

Draco's eyes met hers and stiffened. She couldn't read his thoughts like he could her. She couldn't even read the emotion in his eyes. That is until, his mouth pulled into a distasteful look, grabbing the girls neck and pulling her lips to him. Her hands laced through his hair as she let out a soft moan.

Athena felt enraged. Angry.

But most of all she would regret what she would do next.

She ran off down the hall conjuring a bottle of fire whisky. Downing it sip after sip- her throat felt tingly and warm- her stomach exploding in a fire of drunkenness. Wizarding alcohols easily got someone drunk within minutes. And that was the case now. She stumbled through the familiar corridors to Scorpius room.