Alpha Gymnastic Boy

Chapter 23

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I'm happy.

Grumpy really was trying to change and be there for me more, he was being more understanding that we grew up entirely different so somethings I'm trying now is my first time despite my age and now he doesn't even look at me differently much less hurt my feelings like before.

I'm happy.

He's here with me, by my side as much as he can be and I'm grateful for his time no matter how little it is. He makes me laugh in one minute than I do in one hours especially when I was around my parents. I haven't tried to called them for sometime now and honestly I'm too happy to even remember that I didn't or care. They never answer or when they do they further bring me down then hang up before I get any word out. They never ask if I'm well or how I'm coping on my own since they rob me of so much that made me an insecure man, hating myself and my confidence almost non-existent but with Grumpy he allows no room for self-doubt or hating myself.

I'm happy.

I don't worry much about my parents anymore. They don't care and I think full time maybe I shouldn't and stop allow them to drain me. I need to stop allowing them to control my life because that's why I left in the first place to get away from their toxic enviroment but I think I might have brought it with me for all those times I call, beg and hope they would answer my call, having faith in one day they'll apologize for all the wrong they did to me growing up. I realise that being hopeful and faithful for those two is hopeless, they'll never change or believe they did anything wrong to say sorry for so I agree to myself to forget them or at least don't rely on them too much.

I'm not denying that if my parents call now I wouldn't drop everything because they called which never happen. Just knowing they call is enough to make me faint or drop everything. I still love them very much because they are my parents and I believe there was much more they could have done to me, much worse than they did over the years but they didn't for whatever reason. I miss them that's for sure.

My thoughts travel back to Grumpy and his silly side along with those smiles he grace me with when we are alone in each other arms. I smile to a point where I didn't realise I was until my jaw hurt lock in a smile so wide for so long.

"Why are you smiling so much?" He ask checking himself out in the mirror, running his fingers through his hair.

"Nothing" I said but I was still smiling so he stare at me suspiciously and I shrug.

"Fine then, don't share." He said with attitude before focusing back on his appearance.

"Greece" I said biting my lips to keep my smile in but I fail as it spread across my face until teeth show.

"Of course" he smirk as if he already know so why did he ask. "You're glowing like a preggy bitch." I was taken aback why the comparison but I shake it off as Ty being Ty.

"Thank you" I said unsure if I should even say thanks to that but a compliment is a compliment. "Any plans for later after you finish checking yourself out all day. I thought you came here to become flexibly for well you know." I avoid saying the reason for his interest in becoming flexible, just thinking about it is going much damage already to my brain.

"I'm meeting my boyfriend later" He said smiling himself and I wonder if that's what I look like when I talk about Grumpy. "You're invited" he said and I shake my head.

"Oh no, I wouldn't want to impose." He turn around facing me with hands on his hips.

"Let me rephrase that. You are coming." He said in finality and it though what the hell, not like I have anything to do after going home.