Alpha Gymnastic Boy

Chapter 12

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I watch my mate sleep in my bed peacefully curled up with my pillow hugged to his chest. I don't know if it's a thing he does all the time or its solely because my scent is very much on that pillow and it gives him comfort. If that's the case then the bond is forming, getting strong the longing we remain close. He already have the scent comfort on lock down.

I arch my back in the chair that I occupied throughout last night just so I could stay awake and watch him sleep, so I'll be aware if he's having a nightmare or just woke up only to freak out because he doesn't know where he is, so far he hasn't. He shifted alot though until he finally shifted over to the side I occupy more when I sleep and my pillow which he has now, he hadn't moved again.

That was three hours ago.

It's currently after one in the afternoon so from twelve in the night I've been up watching over him until now. I took short breaks like to brush my teeth, bathe and get little work done but not much because I didn't want to leave him for too long. I inform my members not to bother me unless it's an emergency or something that can't be delayed.

As I run my fingers down his smooth blemish free face, goals by the way, I feel the tingles that makes me smile without even knowing and I press a little harder than the feathery touch before and the sparks makes me shiver in a good way. I remember downgrading mates, disrespecting them and even gotten my father completely upset with me but now as I watch him sleep, I can't help but think how stupid I am to not want to meet such a beautiful man as him. Believe me I didn't expect a male....... or a female, truth be I didn't expect a mate because I didn't want one anyways back on point, I wasn't picky and never will be.

Even though I made it clear I didn't want a mate I sometimes wonder how my life would be with one and after I wonder it open my eyes, it all end with a mate being exactly what I thought, a liability, leverage, opens you to vulnerability.

I don't want collateral.

However whenever I think about mates I know it just a Phase and that's all it'll ever be or so I thought.

He shift for the first time in three hours and my body become stiff as if waiting for something to happen but he just relaxes again and hug my pillow further so I sigh relaxing myself.

I didn't know when I fell asleep but I was awaken by pokes all over my upper body including my face. At first I ignore it until it continue annoying me then I try to bat away whatever it is but it continue even poking harder so slowly my eyes open immediately set into a glare, ready to see the annoying fly that probably came through the window that's been bothering me only to meeting droopy eyes, painful expressive face of my mate.

Well I thought it was a fly at first, oh sue me!

"What" I sigh, my face falling right into my hands as I sigh again.

"My head hurts" No shit, I wouldn't have know since you drank a lot last night. I resist the urrrrge to roll my eyes.

"What'd you expect? To feel like you're on fluffy clouds with raindow on top." I reply sarcastically as I slid literally out of my chair with a groan. I didn't even know I would be this grumpy from lack of sleep to watch him but here I am.

"You're so loud." He complains like a child and did the most stupid thing by flopping down on the bed which result in him doing another stupid action by shooting up making the situation worse.

Oh I wish I could knock him out, get a syringe and crush the pills in water then shoot it into his mouth hoping he doesn't choke in his unconscious state and probably die of course because my dad would kill me or lecture me enough so I want to kill myself.