Alpha Gymnastic Boy

Chapter 21

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Butterflies, you make me feel brand new.

That's what I'm feeling as Grumpy lips stay connected to my own. That song call butterflies replaying in my head and those words are how I feel.

Who knew that one day I'd be pushed up against my dresser being kissed like this, by Grumpy of all persons. Gently, as if I'm fragile and also important. He holds me with enough force to keep me in place and have his way with my lips, he tug and bite on it. Nibbling like his favorite meal, hands sliding down to grip my waist lifting me up onto the dress not breaking connect.

I always knew kissing Grumpy would be far different from those I've kissed before. The strange pull towards him, how he seems to glow differently so quickly in my eyes, how my body easily react to the simplest of things he does and whenever he look at me I want to be the only one he looks at.

Then the weird shocking feeling whenever we touch, how I shiver when I inhale his scent like it's belong on me and then my inside gets all fussy knowing that I don't have it. Along all those things its how easily after not even looking to see anyone that I don't mind immediately putting myself on a plater handing myself over to him.

He break the kiss but not much the distance  so we are actually inhaling each other breaths. His clean and fresh breath brush against my face with every exhale he does and his nose brush my own due to the slight movement his body make from breathing. It was in someway a dream come through for me because yes I've thought about kissing Grumpy and how it would feel with his lips on mine and I have to say I am not disappointed.

"Breath Sugar" he whisper because he didn't need to shout or voice it at his normal volume due to how close we are. I was breathing already yes but not like I should, it was shaky and hesitant like I didn't want to breath at all as if I fear something would happen....... again between us. That if I even blink then this will definitely only be a dream I wake up from or it'll just disappear before my eyes, I did not want that.

I like him, I like Grumpy and more than I should at such a early stage of us knowing each other. God knows our encounters weren't sunshine, flowers and rainbows. It was however like a mixture of both leading up to now that I'd say is the rainbow.

"Grumpy" He hum watching my every move literally and in some weird way I don't find that creepy with him. I know for sure I'd find it creepy if anyone else did it, these quick acceptance of things I do not normally accept or accept so easily is the opposite with this guy. He could kill me and I'd be too focus on having his eyes on me whichever way to care.

"Sugar" he call out to me hinting to continue since I call him first. It's so cute how he accepted his name so quickly and answering like it's been his name a long time.

"Can - c-c-c" I try but the words won't come out. Why won't they? Is it because I am scared of his reaction to it, his understanding toward it? I believe so yes because I don't want to lose something that I'm not even sure we have or will have but knowing it could actually be something more to us, that's something I know I want to hold on it for sure.

"Spit it out. I don't recall taking your tongue Sugar" he joke most likely to lighten up the mood and calm me down to say what I have to. He start rubbing soothing circles with his finger on my lower back because his hand is still around my waist. It help.

I smile resting our forehead together again feeling that electro shock thingy that I've come to accept too without question.  Then it feels like something is flowing through my body helping to calm it too, all my nerves that's acting up are calming down so I can at least breath properly.

"Can we take this slow?" He face immediately transform into a frown. Eyebrows pull tight and furrow, his small smile forming a thin line and he even ease up a bit so our forehead is no longer touching. Fear that he did not like I though before understand I grab onto the back of his neck since he didn't put the shirt on and he's all muscles so no excess skin to grab onto either. "Please Grumpy. I mean whatever this is, if it's something then I want it but I know don't it rush. There are a lot of things we don't know about each that I think is truly important we get to know and discuss. I have a few dark and sick memories Grumpy, I can't always keep them at bay and I fall into moods each flipping through me like a switch. One minute I'm happy and the next I want to...." I take a deep breath "I want to just go" I said instead of saying dying.

Grumpy pull away and I start to panic, my settled nerves not so settled anymore and my breathing was an issue all over again. I wanted to keep hold of him but I didn't want to upset him or cause a fuss between us so I let him slide through my hands, I watch him put distance between us that's too much for my liking.

Was he going to leave?

Walk away and never come back just like everyone else in my life?

Please no.

"Sugar" I shake my head not wanting to hear the rejection off his tongue, out his mouth. I bring my feet up after sliding back further on my dresser knocking over things but I didn't care. I rest my forehead on my fold arms on top of my knees so my face is hidden inside willing myself not to cry. I did not hear his footsteps as he approached but I felt his warmth before I felt his hand pulling apart my arms and his finger lifting my face using my chin but I still did not meet his eyes. "Sug look at me" he order and I comply.

"Grumpy I-" but I did not finish because he place his index finger on my mouth. His face break out into a smile that always accelerates my heart immediately, his eyes twinkle when he does too and that's how I know it's a real smile, that when he's truly happy or content that's the smile you get. He does not smile often and that's why when he does I know for sure it is genuine, very far away from fake.

"Shut it Sweetness. I understand" I open my mouth about to give a lengthy explanation again so he can understand that I want this but with a slow pace then his words register in my thick brain.

"Wh- wha- what? Really!" I ask surprised.

He nods taking my head into his hands. "I do Sugar. I just had to think of ways quickly without your distracting face and body on how to not just eat you alive whenever I see you. That's why I pull away and I assume my face changed too but I like I said was just thinking" he explain chuckling at my surprise expression.

"You understand?" He nod pulling me to the edge of the dresser closer to him "you are not leaving?" He shake his head no. "He's not leaving" I whisper more to myself but he heard and hug me to him shaking his head again.

"He's not leaving Sugar. Not at all" he assures me and I nod repeatedly replaying it over and over and over trying not to cry.

He stays and we go slow.

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