Holding me Down (xxxHolic Fan Fiction)

One

I gave a weak smile to Doumeki, as he was called. He smiled in his own way. I handed him his plate first. It wasn't much, just a box lunch that I usually prepared.

"I hope you don't mind." I worded to him carefully.

"Its fine." He spoke casually with a shrug. I smiled at him somewhat happily. 

I carefully handed the next few bentos to Himawari's other friends.

 "So.. er.. You're Himawari-chan's Twin Sister?" The one.. I think his name was Watanuki, spoke. 

I nodded, and sat down on the wooden chair, feeling light. My arms didn't seem to want to rip off, or fall to the ground with weight.

"Are you feeling any better?" Yuuko asked.

I nodded a little, rubbing at the sore spots on my arms. I could feel the bruises forming.  The so called spirits really bruised me. They want me to die.

They want me to dissapear.

They hate me.

But that's alright I guess..

Doumeki saved me.

I opened my mouth to speak but stopped myself. Right.. I keep forgetting that I can't.. Its.. draining.

I smiled tierdly to everyone. They could defineatly tell that I looked like hell.

I look like the dead walking. My hair is probably a short mess, my eyes look tired, I probably have acne, and am as skinny as a stick. Man.. this is one of those times where I wish I could look good in front of company.

Coughing into my arm I fix my hair quietly as everyone continues eating. I silently excuse myself and leave to the living room. I don't want them to loose their appetite..

Plus.. I can tell. I was making Doumeki uncomfortable by staring at him. Yes.. I was staring at him. How much weirder can I get? None apparently. I was just intruiged. He touched me and.. it was just.. so weird..

I yawned and plopped down onto the couch, taking my blanket and covering myself, and staring off into space. Something moved in the corner of my eye. I stared at it.

A black bunny-like thing with a gem on its.. forehead.. or something.

"Hi! I'm Mokada." It greeted, standing on its toes to look taller, its voice chirpy. I nodded my head a little. I can't answer. I don't know how anymore. "You're really good at cooking." 

I smiled a little and outstretched a hand, pausing halfway. Mokada looked at me in confusion for a minute. I twitched my fingers, and it moved closer. I lowered my hand and patted Madoka's head. It blinked for a bit then broke out in a grin.

"You're welcome!"

"Hey! Mokada, stop bothering her." Watanuki called. I brought my hand up above the couch and waved it dissmisivly.

"Mey-chan. You can sleep if you're tired." I nodded though they couldn't see it and lowered my hand bringing it under the blanket and closing my eyes with a silent sigh; drifting off quickly in the quickest sleep I've had in a long while.

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"Psttt. She's asleep." Madoka called hopping onto the table.

"So, what do we do now?" Himawari asked, tilting her head.

"Well, it seems Doumeki's ability to fend off spirits will be of good use to her. He'll have to stay here for a while." Yuuko spoke. Watanuki glared to Doumeki.

"No way! I'm not letting him stay at Himawari's house alone!" He whisper yelled to himself.

"Really? Then you can stay too and help clean up the house off of spirits aswell." Yuuko said smiling. "However that'll come with another price. We'll need your sister to make us more bentous and just some other small things." 

"Small things?" Himawari inquired.

"Theres a price for things." Yuuko said simply. Himawari nodded and the room fell silent again.

What are they going to do..?

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I'm writers blocked but I still like the story so I'll continue when I'm not busy.

~Bubby-chan

 Oh and sorry for short chapter x_x