You see the world in patterns
the lines in the walls move
You feel calm and centered
smoke escaping your lips
You allow the numbness to wash over you
pushing the needle into a vein
You silently sleep after euphoric nights
swallowing your insomnia away
You waste away slowly
all for the snowy 5 minute rushes
You lose yourself to them
drifting far from reality
I only fucking wished
you loved me as much as you loved them
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Hallucinating In Gold
PoetryPoetry about a year of love, loss, pain, and beauty. Even the bad parts were somewhat beautiful. I had slipped back into my disorder Fell in love for the first time Fought with my depression Turned to drugs and became addicted Found the spiritual...
