It's not obsession, it's love || H.P (MAJOR REWRITE RN)

Chapter 10

As Harry took her down the stairs she kept wondering where they were going. He took her hand into the gryffindor common room and up to her dorm and soon enough they were in her dorm.

"Why did you want to come to my dorm" I stared at Harry as he came closer.

"Well I want to make you feel.." there is a long pause "..good." he stares at me.

"Harry- what do you mean by making me feel good." but I know exactly what he means.

"Oh darling I think you know." he grabs my waist. I look up at him. I start to get mad. He is only using me. And he knows that I'm still sad about Dylan so he is using that to his advantage. I slap him. Hard. He touches his face as I get out of his grip. "What the hell y/n!" in a low tone.

"I don't want to fuck you Harry. Whatever happened during the past couple of days is over. So just get out." I look into his eyes. I see a type of sadness in his eyes when I said that.

"What do you mean forget? We hooked up and you agreed. Why are you acting like this? You were fine at the astronomy tower." he looks into my eyes.

"Harry, just get out." I open the door.

He just stares at me "What's wrong?"

"Harry if you don't leave right now I swear to god I will scream and I will make sure everyone hears it." I keep to door open. He looks down and walks out without saying anything and once he is out of the room I shut the door and lock it then I sit on my bed.

What in the actual fuck just happened. He looked sad. He's probably fine. I change my clothes then go in bed and lay in my bed for a while then I slowly fall asleep thinking of Harry.

I run and run and then I fall through a door. I fall on the floor and as I look up, I wake up.

I had another bad dream. They are all similar but I don't know, what are they about. I've always wondered but I am scared to ask, but what if it's something bad? I sigh and sit up.

That morning it takes me a long time to get up but once I get up, I get ready. I do my morning routine but something feels off. Something feels different. I continue to get ready. I put my uniform on and put some jewelry on.

I walk into the hallways and walk to the great hall. But as I do that I run into this guy. He is decent looking, with really blonde hair and grey eyes.

"Watch where your going." he turns around and looks at me. "I haven't seen you around here."

"Well yeah, I'm new." I cross my arms and his eyes widen.

"Your American?" he seems surprised.

"Yeah I am." as I say that he comes closer.

"Your probably a mudblood." he rolls his eyes.

I'm not in the mood to deal with him "I'm a pure blood you asshole." I'm pissed as I look at him, a pale, skinny, rude boy.

"What did you call me?" he gets mad, I can tell.

"A asshole." I do a petty smile then wave and walk away.

I walk into the great hall and Harry isn't there. I sit down between Fred and Hermione.

"Hey y/n. What took you so long?" Hermione said as she put her newspaper down.

"Hi Mione, I ran into this rude person in the hallway." I pour pumpkin juice in my cup.

"Who?" Fred turned to me and Hermione.

"I don't know he didn't say his name." I say as I look at him.

"Well how does he look?" Hermione looks at us.

"And what house was he in." George looks up at from his food as he said that.

"Yeah that's important." Ron joins the conversation.

"Guys calm down and let her talk, go ahead y/n" Fred said as everyone looks at me.

"Well he was kinda tall, his hair was really, really blonde and he was a slytherin. He called me a mudblood and then I said he was asshole. He got pissed." I laughed a little.

"Wait that's Draco right?" Ron looks at Hermione.

"Yeah I think you describe Draco." She looks at me.

"Who's that?" I take a sip out of my drink.

"He is mean, but so funny to mess with." Fred said.

"Yeah until he tell his father." Ron rolls his eyes.

"He seems like a snitch." I say looking at Ron.

"He is." Ginny said as she joins the conversation.

Then Draco walks into the great hall.

"We all hate him, he is harry's enemy and he bullies us, and he is very rude." Ron said as he kept eating."We call him Malfoy, we don't say his first name."

"Got it." I take a bite out of my food.

"Ok guys tonight gryffindor is hosting the first party and of the year." George saids.

"So you all have to come but no one that's a 3rd or 2nd or 1st year can come." Fred said with a smile.

"I'm going to be there." I say as I look at Fred.

"I don't know." Hermione said looking up.

"Come on Mione, it will be fun." I say with a smile as I put my hand on her shoulder.

"Yeah Mione, it's Friday night. You can't always study. It's boring so your coming." Ron looks at the both of us.

"Ok fine but only because it's y/n first party here at hogwarts." she turns to me and smiles.

"Oh yeah did you go to any parties at your old school?" Ginny said.

"Yeah there was a lot." I say but I'm not lying their was always parties.

After breakfast we go to classes and I see Harry. I want to talk to him. I feel bad that I yelled at him last night. I don't know why I did that.

After charms Harry went into the hallways and I followed him.

"Harry!" I say then he turned around.

"Yeah?" He said looking down.

"I'm sorry about last night, I didn't mean to yell at you. I just wasn't in the mood and I was kinda pissed because I have a potions test today and I didn't study and I was stressed and I'm sorry." I say while he looks up and we make eyes contact.

"It's ok, I understand and I forgive you." he gives a warm smile and I smile back.

I turn around and as I start walking I say "I don't want to end what we have." I smirk and walk to potions.

Harry Pov:
As she said that my eyes widen. Does she- what! Well I mean there is a party tonight..anything can happen.

I start to walk into potions and as we take the test all I can think about is y/n.