It's not obsession, it's love || H.P (MAJOR REWRITE RN)

Chapter 18

I open the letter I start reading it out loud so everyone can hear.

Dear Y/N
You will probably be wondering who wrote you this. That will remain unknown to you. All you need to know is that I have became addicted to you. Sort of like a drug you know. All I do is think about you, my thoughts are are clouded with only you. For the short time period I have known you, I fell for you. You make me smile and laugh, you make my day. I know our relationship is not the best actually it is more interesting in a way. But I wish you knew how much I care for you, I wish you knew. But you won't, you won't find out. I hope that you can write back. If you write back leave the letter on the table all the way in the back right corner of the library, close by the library.

Love
the person who cares about you the most

My eyes widen as I read the letter. I sort of very light blush covers my face. I look up at everyone.

"Looks like Y/n has an secret admirer." Hermione bumps my shoulder and giggles.

"Open the box!" Ron yelled out.

"Okay okay!" I look over at the box as I slowly reach out for it, a flood of nervousness comes over me. I unwrap it and take the lid off of a dark long red box to show that its a box of flowers. Red roses. I look up and smile.

"That's kinda cute." Hermione takes the box out of my hands and looks at the flowers.

"It's not cute, its kinda creepy. But who would do this?" Ginny sits up and looks at all of us.

"Malfoy, this seems like something he would do." Ron puts the box down and we all stare at it "Harry you have been quiet, what do you think?" Ron looks at Harry as he looks up at all of us with his hands on his face. He sits up and it's quiet for a few moments.

"I think it's Malfoy." he runs his hands through his hair.

"No...we can't assume it's him." I looks at all of them.

"No...never mind, how would he even get into the gryffindor tower? Unless- unless he had someone do it for him! Or or he sneaked in?" Hermione stared at the letter.

"Oh oh what if it's your ex Y/n?" Ginny saids.

I quickly get up and take the letter and the box of flowers "I'm done for the night. This is strange and I'm tired and I- I just want to go to sleep, alright?" I say then I see everyone nod "Good, goodnight everyone."

I hear everyone say goodnight then I walk upstairs and I walk into my dorm. I walk in and and shut the door and lock it. I out the letter and box on my desk. I look down at them and stare at them for a moment. Who would even send them? I mean- why?

I sigh and get ready for bed. I sit on my bed and rub my forehead. Then I lay down and fall asleep but wake up a little bit after because of my thoughts.

I try and think of anyone who could have sent his letter. Anyone. I roll around on my bed but I can't get comfortable. All I think about is whoever sent this letter. But why? I know that they like me but they should just come out and say it.

I hear footsteps by my door then a knock. I immediately shot up and grab my wand. I grip it tightly then I turn to see its 2 am. I look back at the door and take a deep breath. I get up holding my wand tightly and walk to the door. I put my hand on the door nob then I hesitate for a moment. Then I close my eyes and unlock the door and open it then I open my eyes but I see Harry. I see Harry standing there in a gray shirt and flannel pants. With messy hair and looking at me. I lower my wand and stare at him.

"Harry?" I say.

"Hi." He said calmly.

I roll my eye "What the hell are you doing here? It's 2 am! Harry you scared me!" I whisper yell as my heart keeps pounding.

"Sorry sorry! I couldn't sleep..I had a bad dream and I got really scared and I didn't know where else to go. I'm sorry.." He saids and I hear him breath heavily.

I sigh "Come in."

"Are you sure? I could just go back to my dorm or sleep in the common." He steps back but I grab his arm and take him in my dorm and I shut the door and lock it again "Y/n..are you sure?"

"Just shut up Harry." I lay down again.

"Oh okay." he slowly lays down next to me.

After a few moment of silents I finally speak "What was your dream about?"

We both are looking up at the ceiling, I hear him sigh "Um- it started were I was running through hogwarts and I stopped in a room and there everyone was. All of my friends, including you. Y-you we're all..dead. Then Voldemort came and he shot a killing curse at me and then I woke up" I heard him sniffling then I turn to him.

I feel as thought I should comfort him. I wrap my arms around him and he instantly starts to sob in my arms. As I comfort him he keeps crying. All I can think about is why does he feel so safe with me?

"Hey hey it's ok Harry, we are all safe, I'm safe and you're safe alright?" I hold him tightly in my arms "It's ok, I won't let anyone hurt you." I feel him nod then pull away then he wipes his eyes.

"I'm sorry.." he saids. I smile slightly.

"It's ok." I see him nod once again "Let's get some rest alright?"

He nods "O-Ok, good night Y/n."

"Good night Harry." I sigh and close my eyes and after a little bit I hear Harrys breathing calm and he is asleep. I open my eyes and see he fell asleep with his classes and I take them off of him then after awhile I fall asleep as well.

The nexts morning I wake up from the sounds of kids passing my dorm, laughing and talking and some of them are running. I look over to see Harry is still asleep and I sigh and get up.

I get up and go to the bathrooms and take a shower and brush my teeth and hair. Once I come back to my dorm Harry is awake and sitting up in bed. His raven colored hair all messed up.

"Good morning." I say with a smile.

He quickly puts his glasses on and smiles "Good morning."

I sit down at my desk "How did you sleep?"

"Honestly pretty good and um- thank you for letting me stay here last night." He puts his shoes on.

I watch him do that, with a smile smile on my face "No problem."

"I really should be going." He gets up from the bed then waves to me then opens the door and walks out.

Once he leave I clean up my room and get dressed. Since I had a free period this morning I decided to write back. I sit back at my desk and reread the letter. Hell I reread it for what feels like thousands of times. Then I put it aside and grab some paper and my quill and start writing.

I sit there for what feels like forever. So many papers in the trash. But I give up. I cant do it, I don't even know what to say. I sigh and put my hands in my hair then get up and sit on my bed.

How would even write this?

Maybe I'm thinking into this too much?

It could just be a little joke or something.

I get up and get my books and right before I walk out I look at the note one more time before leaving.

I walk into charms and go to my seat. I sit nexts to Dean. Me and him became friends so that class isn't that bad.

After a while class is over and I walk out of the class still thinking about the letter till I feel someone grab my arm and pull me into an empty classroom.