It's not obsession, it's love || H.P (MAJOR REWRITE RN)

Chapter 13

Harry Pov:
I feel..empty. I thought we had something. I keep looking at my ceiling. I turn to check the time and it's 9 pm. I couldn't focus today. She thought I was going to hurt her. I would never do that, I would never do that to her. She is..prefect and of course I had to somehow mess it up. I hear the door to the dorm open and I look up to see Ron and Neville.

"Hey Harry." Neville says but I only lay back down.

"Hey Mate, why weren't you in the common room?" saids Ron while coming by me.

"I didn't want to." I keep looking at the ceiling.

"Well you missed out. It was fun." Ron said as he walked over to his bed.

"Yeah, Y/n bought some muggle games and we all played." Neville said. But as he said that I could feel my hands turn into fist.

"Yeah and Mione gave me homework answers. But Y/n, well, she is looked..pretty." Ron said with a smirk.

I sit up when Ron said that "You know Ron.." I stop myself before saying anything and I just lay back down and Ron walks over to me.

"What's wrong with you, you look like someone died." Ron looks over at me but I don't look at him.

"I'm fine Ron."

"No your not, I can tell something is wrong so tell me what's wrong?"

"I said I'm fine Ron!" I yell turning over to him.

Ron nods and walks over to his bed and I see Neville look down.

~Three days later~

Y/n pov:
I haven't talked to Harry in a couple of days, well sense the fight. I don't feel bad about what happened. I mean, I was scared and I had every right to yell at him.

I walk into the great hall and I sit down at the gryffindor table. I sit next to Ginny and Ron. I turn to Ron and he is eating and then someone taps my shoulder and I turn around and it's Ginny.

"Good morning Y/n." she smiles at me.

"Well good morning Ginny." I say.

"Well how have you been?"

"Amazing." I say sarcastically.

"Well that's great." she smiles. "Hey I think someone fancies you."

"Who?" I say with a confused look on my face.

"Well he is sitting next to you." She said with a giggle. Then I remember Ron is sitting next to me.

"I do not!" Ron said with a mouth full of food.

"Yes you do!" Ginny said as I giggle.

"No!" He rolls his eyes.

"Wait- Ron has a crush on Y/n?" said Fred with a huge smile.

"Yes." Ginny said.

"What! No!" Ron protested.

"Ron has a crush on Y/n!" George yelled and people turned to Ron. Ron puts his head down.

"Oh bloody hell." Ron looks up and looks at me "I said that you look pretty." He looks at Ginny "I never said that I fancy her." Ron rolls his eyes and so does Ginny.

"Whatever." Ginny said and I start laughing.

Later that day, after classes finished I went back to my dorm to change and when I came down the stairs I ran into someone.

"Sorry." the person whispered and I look up at them. It's Harry. But he already went up the stairs.

"Harry!" I yell but no response "Harry!" I run up the stairs and run to his dorm and open the door. The room is dark but I see him on the bed and looking down "Harry..." He looks up.

"Why did you follow me." He said in almost a whisper.

"Well you didn't answer me." I walk closer.

"What do you want?" He said as I come closer I can see tears in his eyes. I sit down and hug him, tightly. He hugs me back tighter and puts his head on my shoulder and I can hear and feel him start crying again. I rub his back with one of my hands and keep holding him.

"It's ok, I'm here, nothing is going to happen." I say softly. He looks up at me.

"D-Do you think I-I'm bad?" He said with a tear going down his cheek.

"What? No. Harry why do you think that?" I cup his face and I wipe his tear with my thumb.

"Because what if I'm like h-him, V-Voldemort?" I look into his eyes and he looks scared.

"Harry I promise you your nothing like him. Your nice and kind and a great person." I say.

"B-but you thought I was going to hurt you." He said with a worried look on his face.

"Harry, that was one time." I rub his face with me thumb.

"I'm sorry." He said.

"It's ok, I promise." after I say that I see him softly smile then he hugs me. I hug him back.

"Can you please stay the night?" as he buries his head into the crook of my neck.

"Harry, what if your roommates see?" I stroke his hair.

"I don't care about them, but if you want we can go to your dorm?" he looks up.

"Ok sure." I say then he smiles and hugs me tighter.

"Thank you Y/n." he smiles.

"But Harry, can you promise nothing is going to happen?"

"Yeah, we are only friends." He said.

"Ok good." I smile then he hugs me again and I hug him back.