It's not obsession, it's love || H.P (MAJOR REWRITE RN)

Chapter 8

I didn't go to school, I mean I was pretty bored but I didn't feel like it. I just keep thinking about last night. Everything he told me. "Oh darling your so beautiful" or "Love your prefect" or the one that really confuses me "I have wanted to do this for a long time". What do those mean? Does he like me? No he can't, does he? I could just ask him. But that would be weird. Whatever I will forget about it, like it never happened.

I few moments later I turn and look at the time. It's 7 pm and dinner starts at 7:30. I get up and it hurts to walk. But I try and walk to my closet. I only got up earlier to brush my hair and teeth. Then I put my uniform on and my robe. I walk to my vanity and do my hair. Then I look at myself in the mirror.

I feel confident. I smile then I walk out of my dorm. I start walking to the great hall. As I walk through the hallway I keep thinking about Harry and last night. I don't understand. Does he like me?

I walk into the great hall, limping. I see Ron and Hermione..and Harry. I walk over to them and of course by my luck, the only spot left was next to Harry. I sit down and I don't look at him. Hermione and Ron are sitting across from us.

"Hey y/n." Ron said while eating.

"Hi y/n." Hermione said. "Where were you today, you weren't at classes?"

"Oh I wasn't um- feeling good." I say looking at both of them. I can feel Harry looking at me but I ignore him.

"Oh I'm sorry. Do you feel better now?" Hermione said with a concerned face.

"Yeah yeah, I'm fine now. I'm just hungry." I slightly laugh and get some food.

Ron looks at me "Does your leg hurt? Because your limping."

My eyes widen "Um yeah I accidentally hit my leg." I hear Harry laugh softly.

"How?" Hermione said.

"Long story." I say with a slight laugh and I look down at my food.

"Oh ok." Hermione said, as I start eating my food. 

The great hall is loud. I keep eating as me and Hermione talk and I sometimes talk to Ron. I talk to Fred and George a little bit. But I can still see Harry looking at me. After a while I get up.

"Hey Mione, I'm going to the bathroom I will be back." I say with a smile.

"Ok y/n." she smiles and I smile. Then I limp out of the great hall.

I get in the bathroom and I look at myself in the mirror. I keep thinking about Harry. Then I hear someone walk in and I turn around.

"So your ignoring me." it's Harry.

"What?" I say as he comes closer to me.

"You didn't even look at me darling."

"Why are you here?" I say. I step back as my back is against the sink and he comes so close to the where our faces are inches apart. He puts his hands on both sides of the sink. He trapped me.

"Answer my question, why are you ignoring me?" he said coming even closer.

"I don't know, and answer my question why are you here?" I say looking him straight in the eye.

"I don't know." he whispers in a low tone. Then he grabs my waist with one of his hands. Then he puts his other hand on my thigh. I look up at him.

"Harry, what are you doing?" I say as he grabs my thigh tighter.

He smirks "Just having some fun love." he moves his hand further up my thigh. I get goosebumps. He keeps looking at me.

"Harry we are in public." I slightly gasp, he moves his hands up to my underwear line. He looks up at me.

"But that's what makes this fun." he puts his in my underwear. I look up at him. He smirks and starts rubbing my clit. I hold in my moans and look away. Then he flips me over so we are looking at the mirror. He is still rubbing me then wraps his other hand around my neck.

I look at the mirror, I see him smirking, his hand under my skirt rubbing me, then I see me. I keep holding in my moans. Then he looks at me and then puts two of his fingers inside of me. He goes faster. I let of small moans.

He comes down to my ear "Look at yourself. Your such a slut for me." he whispers as he puts another finger in. I lightly moan. "Your mine you understand that. So don't ignore me." he said making me look at myself in the mirror.  He goes faster and I keep holding in my moans. He puts another finger in and kisses my neck.

I moan. I see him smirk. Then he pulls his fingers out and let's go of me. It's like he was waiting for me to moan. Then he kisses me and I kiss back. After a while he pulls out and turns around and starts walking away. Then he stops and turns to me.

"Meet me tonight, at the astronomy tower, at 10. Don't be late." he said, I nod then he leaves.

I turn and look at myself in the mirror. What the hell just happened? Oh my- I'm definitely not going to be able to walk for a while.

Then Hermione walks in.

"Hey y/n. You have been in here for a while. Do you feel good?" she said in a soft tone.

"Yeah." with a fake smile.

"No your not I can tell. Here let's go to your dorm and you can relax for the rest of the day." she said with a smile.

I walk over to her and we walk to my dorm.

Me and Hermione talk then I walk in my dorm and shut the door. But I still think about Harry. I don't like him like that..do I?