Ouma I'm sorry..

Chapter 5

Shuichis POV:

I cry out to him and I run to where the sound came from...that's when I saw him hanging there...I took a knife from my pocket and cut the rope and caught his lifeless body, tears are streaming down my face and I'm screaming yet I can't hear anything, only his voice, his happy playful voice..I look at him just lying in my arms, his body is pale and there's blood dripping from his mouth, I desperately try waking him up and his voice becomes more distorted until it was nothing other then a high pitch ringing, it was driving me insane.
"It's your fault." I heard a voice come from behind me even though no one was there. "He's dead." "He's gone." "You'll never see him again and it's your fault!"

I cry out I can't take the guilt but then I noticed something, I felt his heart still beating, I run to the hospital as fast as I can trying to reassure him. By the time I got there it was too late, I lost him..he's gone..he's actually gone..I felt my heart drop, he died in my arms..his blood is on my hands...I look down at him, so cold and lifeless...h-he didn't deserve this...he died in vain..he died thinking no one loved him..I break down.
I loved him...I didn't want to admit it..I loved his smile..his purple hair..his eyes..his face..just everything..I was to much of a coward.. Now he's gone..I lost him..I refuse to let go of his body and the doctors had to drag me away from him, I screamed and cried for hours I want him back..I took him for granted.. now I lost him..I lost the guy I loved..all our memories come back causing me to cry harder I can hear him.. yelling "I AM THE KING!" And laughing, I miss those stupid games we played...he's gone..I-I don't want to believe it..I-it's getting h-harder t-to breathe,

"I'm sorry..I'm sorry...I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry p-please come back..o-ouma I'm sorry I-it's my fault I'm sorry.." I keep repeating that

"I don't want you to go..I-I didn't mean it please! C-come back!"

I eventually passed out from crying so much

But when I woke up...I saw him.. I called out to him
"K-KOKICHI!"
He turned to me and just smiled and waved
"WAIT! N-NO PLEASE D-DONT GO KOKICHI! I-I LOVE YOU! DONT LEAVE ME!" I start crying again

Kokichi: "shu..I'm sorry..it's my time to go.." I go to grab him and hug him but I fall through him..

"T-TAKE ME WITH YOU KOKICHI!"

The small boy shook his head

Kokichi: "it's not your time shu..."

"D-DONT LEAVE ME ALONE!" I start sobbing

"I DONT WANNA LOSE YOU..I LOVE YOU KOKICHI!"

kokichi: "hey it's okay...we'll meet again! When your time comes I'll be right here waiting for you" he gave me a reassuring smile

"N-NO DONT YOU DARE GO!"
I go to grab him again but he pushed my hand down and hugged me

He takes off his scarf and put it around my neck and gives a sad smile before slowly starting to fade away

Kokichi: "I'll see you soon my beloved, I'll miss you~.." and just like that he's gone again..I take his scarf and cries while hugging it, I refuse to let go of it or take it off.