Against all Odds

Chapter 28 - Apologies

Author's POV

BGM: Blue and Grey by BTS

Seungyeon was now here in Jinyoung's office. Just like what the guy said, she wants to find the thing that Jinyoung left for her in the drawer. It's already been month since Jinyoung died and Seungyeon is still coping up with the of his death. It's difficult since they've been together for years already but she's trying and she needs to try hard since there is a life that depends on her now.

"It feels new..." She whispered the moment she opened the door and walks her way to the table. She remember what Jinyoung said. In the drawer on his table at the office.

She saw the pictures in the frame standing in the table. She smiled when she saw it. A picture of her, then of Jimin and Jinyoung together and one of her and Jinyoung. Seungyeon touched the picture of Jinyoung smiling. She couldn't help but to miss the guy.

"Bogoshipda." she whispered.

She opened the drawe and found a small rectangular box. She took it out and opened it. There is a key, a title of a house and lot, an image of a house, and a letter. Seungyeon was wondering what are those but when she saw the letter that addresses her name, she took it. She sat on the chair and opened the letter she thinks containing Jinyoung's message.

Seungyeon,

Hello my love, my everlasting joy. I may be sound so cliché but i couldn't express my words anymore more than in this letter. Everyday you showed me the love that i need. I know I don't deserve those love especially after all the bad things i have done to your sister but still you never gave up on me.
The purpose of this letter is to tell you the things i may not be able to say in person. I don't know what tomorrow brings, i know that I can also tell you what was written here but this letter will serve as a back up for whatever happens to me that i won't be able to tell you all those things, this letter will tell you.

Memories started flashing as Seungyeon continues to read the letter. From the first day they met until she became friends with Jinyoung. Also the day that Jinyoung told her his real feelings and the sweet memories together.

Seungyeon-ah, for those years we spend together,  i experienced those things that i never thought I will be able to experience. Thank you for loving me unconditionally and for understanding me and all the flaws i have on myself. Thank you for telling me how you love me each day. And because of that, i started to plan our future together as a family.

I started to build the house here in Gangnam. A private property facing the wide forest. It's so quiet there and so peaceful, perfect for our future family. I planned to retire from work and let my brother take over the company instead. I want a peaceful life, honey. Together with you, i want to live peacefully. I just want to become a regular stock investor so that we still have an income to rely on.

I want to propose to you but i don't know how. But i know you will accept it too. Honey, Seungyeon-ah, always remember that i love you. I love you and i love you and i love you. I always love you. And even if i will be able to live again, i will find you and choose you because i couldn't find another Seungyeon who will love me unconditionally.
I hope you will love our house. The key is with this letter. Again, i love you.
-love Jinyoung.