Chapter 25

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Marie's Pov.

I woke up to an empty bed. Where did Luke go? I swear he come in last night. I looked around. I saw his suit case on the floor. So he did arrive. Where did he go? I heard a laud thud come from downstairs. I ran down stairs. I see Luke standing there looking down with a sad expression. He looks up at me with sad eyes.

"Marie... I'm so sorry." He saod looking down. I walk over to see what he was talking about. I look down and see pieces of glass on the floor. At first I didn't think anythkng about it. But then I realized it was an old bowl that my grandmother gave me before she passed. It was all I had of hers. I was sad that it had broken.

"Marie, I'm so so so sorry, babe. I didn't mean to break it. I swear. Please don't be to mad at me." Luke saod looking at me apologetically.  I sighed and shook my head.

"Luke, it's ok. It was an accident. You didn't do.it on purpose. I'm not mad at you. I am sad that it broke. But there's nothing we can do about it now." I told him. After he got down cleaning the glass up He walked over to me.and hugged me apologizing again. I just hugged him.

After Luke and I ate breakfast we went to the living room to watch a movie. But we weren't really watching the movie. We were catching up on what we missed on each other's life's. I need to tell Luke I can't keep it from him anymore.

"Luke, I ha e something I need to tell you." I said with a sigh.

"Ok. Go on." Luke told me looking a little worried.

"Well, you remember at my birthday party... when we... we, ugh... you know." I told him. He nodded his head and ushered for me to continue. I take a deep breath. "Well, 3 weeks ago I found out that..... that..." I broke out into to tears. What would he say or do. He reaches over and ribs my back. "Please don't get mad." I told him.

"I'm not gonna get mad. Please just tell me." He told me. I nodded and continued.

"I found out that I'm... I'm pregnant." I told him. He looked at me in shock. He stood up and ran his hands through his hair.

"M- Marie, I-I can't be it's father. I- I can't." He stuttered.

"Luke, you are it's father. Your the only one I have ever had sex with." I told him confused.

"No. That's not what I mean. I mean. I can't be it's father. You probably won't want me to be to in the baby's life." He told me still running his hands through his hair. What is he talking about.

"Why would I want you to be apart of our baby's life. Luke, I can't raise a child on my own. You know that." I told him more tears falling down my face.

"Look, Marie, while I was on tour Michael and the boys took me to a club because I wasn't myself. I ended up having way to many drinks. You remember my friend Kara?" He stopped. I'm not liking where this is headed. I nodded my head. "Well, she was also wasted. And we kinda, um, we ended up having sex." He told me. I broke down crying. "Marie, I'm so sorry. I was drunk. I wasn't in my right mind. You know that if I wasn't drunk I would have never had sex with her. Please don't be to mad." He told me. Oh, I was mad. But I'm glad he told me and not let me find out later.

I looked up at him and cried even more. How could he cheat on my. I buried my head in my pillow and cried. I fell Luke put his hand on my back and start to rub circles on it. I didn't even bother trying to push him away.

"Marie, I'm so sorry. Can we talk about it?" He asked. I was gonna shake my head no but decided to think about it first. If I say no then we may break up. And then I would have to raise a child on my own. I can't do that. I nod my head yes. I hear Luke sigh in relieve.

"Marie, please sit up and look at me." Luke said still rubbing my back. I sat up and looked at him. He looked at me apologetically. I knew he was sorry.

"W- Why did you do it?" I asked him. That's the question I wanted to know. "Are you bored of me?" I asked as more tears fall down my face. Luke looked up at me and shook his head.

"No. Not at all. I could never get bored of my Princess. I know what I did was wrong and I'm truly sorry that I did it. I cried myself to sleep every night for 2 weeks." He told me. That's sweet but he never answered my question.

"Answer my question Luke. Why dod you do it?" I asked him again. He sighed and looked down.

"I was really down and wasn't myself. The fans could notice, my mates could notice, everyone could notice. So Michael took me to a club. I ended up getting wasted. I saw my friend there. At first we were just dancing, but then we got more drinks, and you know how I am when I'm drunk.  One thing led to another and I had sex with her. I didn't remember do it until Ashton had me think about it. Once I remember I felt awful. I cried for like an hour. Marie I'm really sorry. You are the only person I love. You are the only person I will ever love." He told me. I was a little upset, but I knew he was telling the truth. He was drunk, he didn't mean to do it. It didn't mean anything.

"Please forgive me?" Luke asked more as a question. I could see the tears building up in his eyes.

"Luke, I forgive you." I tell him. He lets out a few tears and hugs me closer then ever.

"Thank you so much. I love you." I smiled.

"I love you to, Luke." I kissed the top of my head. I smiled even more. If we can get through this, we can get through anything. The next question Like asked took me by surprise.

"So, do you know when your due?" I looked up at him socked. I expected him to be mad or something. "Why so shocked?" He asked. I just shook my head.

"I was socked because I expected you to be mad." I told he. "And no I don't know the when. I have a doctor's appointment in 2 weeks to get a due date." I told him. He smiled at the last statement I made.

"Marie, why would you think I would get mad? Remember I mad the baby also. If anything I would be mad at myself. But I not mad. I'm happy. Although, I will admit, Im kinda scared. I don't think I'm ready to be a father. And with the band going on tours, you'll be all alone." He told me.

"Everything wil work out." I tell him. He smiles down at me. He kisses me on the lips. I lay back onto the bed. He then kisses my stomach causing me to smile.

"I love you." He told me. I smiled down at him.

"I love you to."

(A/N- Hope you enjoy he chapter. I might write another chapter today. Thanks for reading. Love you guys. Bye.✌)

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