One more day. ; Mattheo Riddle

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Maria's POV

It's been a week since we went dress shopping that means, that the ball is tonight. Yay! I've never seen Pansy that excited for a ball in my entire life. Maybe because she wanted it to be perfect and she was going with Blaise that she had a crush on for a while now. I »m very happy for her. I knew they would end up together even if they're not tout get her officially but I have hope.

I woke up when I felt something wet fall out of my nose. I quickly grabbed a tissue to wipe it and guess what.. it was fucking blood. My nose was bleeding. Fucking great. I thought I was better now but I guess not...I decided that I will not tell anyone about it because I don't want to ruin there day and hall and whatever.

I stayed in the bathroom for a couple minutes until the bleeding had stopped. It was not just a little nose bleed, it was like my entire body was loosing all it's blood by my nose. Let me tell you that I was really fucking scary. Suddenly I head a knock on the door.

« Maria what's taking so god damn long. I need to pee » it was Pansy of course. After a couple of seconds after to talked my nose stopped bleeding. What a great timing. I made the tissues full of blood disappear and clean the sink and walk out of the door to let Pansy enter.

« All yours Madame. » I said to her. She nodded en entered the bathroom.
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The morning went kinda fast. I got to hang out with Mattheo before we had to go get ready for the ball. We walked in the hallways of Hogwarts talking about life and shit. It was pretty fun to be around him. He made me forget about my disease and made me enjoy life. I'm glad I met him. But when I finally got to forget about my condition, he had to ask a question about it.

« So what's your disease? Like more specific » he asked. Why does people always have to know. I normally don't like to talk about it because it's kinda complicated. My aunt always told me it was a rare Muggle disease that couldn't be heal but even the muggle doctors had no idea what the fuck was happening to me. I remember when I was younger and I went to the hospital in the muggle world and the doctor said and I quote. It's like you have a magic disease inside of you. And till these day I got kinda suspicious but I never really asked questions about it. They gave me a diagnostic but they never been sure about it.

« Ok so , I have a degenerative disease. A degenerative disease is basically, the result of a continuous process based on degenerative cell changes, affecting tissues or organs, which will increasingly deteriorate over time. In neurodegenerative diseases, cells of the central nervous system stop working or die via neurodegeneration. The thing is that I have other symptoms that does not correspond to this disease so the doctors are not even sure what I have. » I said to him. I think it's the first time I tell someone exactly what is my disease. I really was that comfortable with him.

« Wow, I didn't think it was that bad » he responded a little shook

« Yeah, it sucks but hey! Everyone is gonna die one day, that's just the way it is so I'm gonna live until the end. »

« Aren't you scared? » he asked

« oh, I'm terrified but I have to deal with it. I'm maybe gonna die in this world but I will always be somewhere, you  just need to look up to the sky and I will be there, watching over all of you » I answered him. He smiled and nod.

We continued walking around the castle talking about everything but my disease. We walked about 30 more minutes talking and laughing when I looked at the Time and I realized I had to get ready for the ball because it was staring in 2 hours. I'm sure Pansy is already getting ready in the room.