One more day. ; Mattheo Riddle

Jealous

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Maria's POV

I fainted, again. There's no day of peace I swear to god. Wish I could have a break, that's the least I deserve no?

I'm Jealous of people that doesn't need to worry about being sick

I'm jealous of the people that aren't scared of even breathe

I'm jealous of the love that people get all their lives

I'm I'm jealous of people with a future.

I woke up in a familiar place. A place that doesn't remind me of good memories and a place that I wish I would've never come back. But that's just impossible. Anyways, when I woke up the light was bright. Too bright. For a second I thought I was blind but no I was just dizzy, it always happens when I wake up from fainting. The nurse told me that the sugar level in my blood was too low. Maybe because I didn't eat it two days but that's just a details. Even if I had eat I would have threw it up. That's not better let me tell you.

I didn't want to see anyone, I wanted to disappear from the world and never come back. I didn't want to explain to Mattheo my condition. I don't want him to see me differently and only seeing me as a sick person like I'm still Maria, I didn't change. Well not mentally.

I had a little mirror in my pocket so I took it out and looked at me in it. I wish I didn't do that. I look like a fucking zombie! I lost so much weight, we can see more my cheek bones. The dark circles under my eyes looked like I didn't sleep for YEARS. My
hair looked like a mess and my clothes were crumpled. I could be a scare actor and I would not even need makeup to scare people. I'm not even joking.

After a couple of minutes being lost in my thoughts I was interrupted by a loud noise that was made by someone clacking rather door followed by screams.

« BITCH GET OUT OF THE WAY, MY BESTFRIEND IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN YOUR BROKEN LEG BITCH » yep that was Pansy in flesh and bones ladies and gentlemen. I saw her pushing a poor guy that looked like he had broken his leg. She run towards me and hug me so tight I'm sure she broke a couple of bones in my body.

« OMG bitch it took you long before you wake up, I was starting to think that to left me alone with those three weirdos for good » she says still hugging me tightly.

« We heard you Parkinson » they all say at the same time.

Theo then pushed Pansy off me and hug me too. Theo's always been the nicest one in the group and the most affectionate. Beside Pansy of course.

« Hey it took you 2 more minutes then the other time, you didn't beat you score. I calculated. I would have to say that I'm disappointed. » Blaise says as he pushed Theo away from me and hug me too. I noticed Draco was waiting for his turn to hug me impatiently because the next thing he do guess what...he pushed Blaise off of me and HUG ME TOO.  The only person that didn't me was Mattheo but I know he wanted too.

He didn't say a word since I woke up.

« Girl, Mr, Riddle right here was so worried about you, I would not be surprise if the nurse planned on killing him for asking her if you were alive too many times, it was almost cute » Pansy says and I don't know why but it made me slightly blush. What the fuck. I looked at Mattheo but he just rolled his eyes.  The nurse then came back.

« it's time for you guys let let Miss Prince rest, she is still not recovered yet and she need to rest. » she says to them. They all nodded and said bye to me before leaving. Except for on. Mattheo.he walked towards me and he did the last thing I would expect him to do.
He hugs me.

« it's true what your friend said, I was really worried about you. Can you explain to me what's happening? I noticed that you looked more tired everyday and the you fainted. » he asked. Oh no I didn't want to tell him I have to make a quick excuse.

« Oh nothing serious, I probably just didn't eat enough. I guess I was too busy. » I lied. He didn't seem to buy my excuse but he nodded anyway.

He then let go of the hug. Man I wish I could've stay in his arms forever. It really comforted me. He was about to leave to infirmary.

« Goodnight Prince » he simply says. He started Walking

« Wait. » omg what am I doing. « Can you stay with me? I don't feel like being alone right now » I asked, ok that's awkward. « But you don't have to » I quickly says after realizing how weird it was of me asking this to him.

He chuckle a little before making his way towards my bed.

« If you wanted to sleep with me, you could've just ask Prince. » he joked. I mean that's not a bad idea...NO no no what am I thinking. I think I really need to sleep.

« Omg you're so funny » I say sarcastically. He laughed then push me more to the side of the bed to make place for him. He lays next to me and cover us with the covers.

He then did an unexpected thing..he put his arms around my waist protectively. I felt really...safe in is arms so I snuggle into his chest.

« Good night Maria » he says. It's the first time he says my first name. I like the ways it sounds coming from him so I did the same.

« Good night Riddle » and then I closed my eyes and the world turned black.