Soldier Styles // Harry Styles

Chapter 39

^^^Harry's POV^^^

Fuck.

Fuck. Fuck. Fućk.

Why did I say that?

Fucking great.

It broke my heart to see the pain on her beautiful face. It hurt even worse knowing that I caused it.

When she runs out, her father smirks at me. "Well done, kid."

Fucking prick.

"Can I go now?" I grumble.

"Not a chance," he laughs. "You just made it ten times better, styles."

"Why can't I leave?"

"Because you stole my daughters heart," he shrugs as if it's nothing. "And I know you love her too."

I sigh, "please just let me go," I mumble. "I won't go near her again, I promise." My voice cracks lightly.

"How can I be so sure?" He narrows his eyes, looking down at me.

"You'll just have to trust me, I guess." I shrug. "She doesn't deserve this, by the way."

"What's it to you? I'm her father, you can't tell me how to raise my own daughter!" His voice booms.

"I wasn't, sir, I was just saying that she's too good for this." I explain.

"She is," he agrees. "You want to know what else she is too good for?" He mumbles, looking dead at me.

"What?"

"You."

..

Two hours later, he let's me go back to my base. But not without a fight.

As I am roaming the empty forests, I come across something huddled up by a tree. "What the hell?" I mumble, walking over to it.

Who would be out here at ten at night when it is freezing- Jordan. Shit.

"Jordan, baby, wake up." I mumble, shaking her. "Come on, wake up." I almost plead.

If I get caught seeing her, it'll get myself, and possibly her killed.

"What?" She groans, rubbing her eyes. "Harry? Get away from me!" Her pleas almost bring tears to my eyes.

"Calm down, I'm trying to help you." I bring her close to me, hoping it will warm her up. "Take my coat." I say, wrapping it around her shivering shoulders.

"Please get away from me," she cries, and my heart breaks.

"You need to go back home, you're not safe out here." I ignore the ache in my chest.

"Don't tell me what to do, as if you even care." She scoffs.

"I do care, you just don't understand-"

"I understood enough," she cries. "Now please just go, you've done enough." Her tears roll down her soaked cheeks.

"Let me just make sure you get home-"

"Go!" She sobs. "You don't even know how bad you hurt me." Her lips tremble.

"I know, I had to do it," I quietly say.

"Why?"

"Because you're too good for me," I repeat her fathers words from earlier.

She doesn't say anything, she just gets up and walks away.

Alone.

When I can no longer see her, I scream "fuck!" I hit my fists on a tree, causing them to bleed.

"Why am I such a fucking idiot?" I cry. "Why?" I yell, though no one answers.

I guess I should start making my way towards base again. This time with a broken heart.

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