Hand, hands getting cold
Losing feeling is getting old
~billie
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I'm home alone. Feeling no emotions at all. I started to put my things in one bag.
Never want to come back to this place.
Put the last ramen that I had in my bag and looked in my small mirror that my mom gave me when I was a little kid.
I saw my red puffy eyes and my pale face.
I had a lot of money to buy a small apartment for myself that I saved for so long.
I put my last things in my bag and took my jacket. I went out of this house and gave it a last look.
I did it.
I am leaving.
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I was walking for half an hour now.
I found an apartment but it was far away. I needed to take a train.
When I arrived at the train station I searched for the sign "Daegu".
I took the train. It took 2 hours...
A long train ride with deep thoughts.
My life will change I guess.
Should I be happy?
I didn't show any emotions since my mom's death.
It was terrible.
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Bye
