I can't think right now... I'm so nervous it's eating me alive on the inside. Why does it have to beso early in the morning?
I could've slept in but no, I have auditions today.
Ughhhh
Geez it's cold in here.
I reached for the A/C and turned it off.
"Hey! Now it's going to get hot in here and you're gonna get all sweaty. That makeup took me an hour to do." My mom stared at me as I shivered at the feeling of my body warming up.
I turned to look out the window.
Everything looks so gloomy when the sun isn't out. But once the sun shines on them, everything looks beautiful.
That's what I want.
I want the spotlight to only shine on me.
"I don't want my muscles to get cold before these auditions. Then they'll rip." I looked at the cars driving by and the flash of lines on the ground from the road.
"I told you to bring that blanket George." I could feel her eyes burning into the back of my head. "I know I know but I didn't expect you to make it feel like Antarctica in here." I remarked still staring at the road beneath me.
"What am I going to do with you..." she mumbled while turning into a new lane.
I looked over at her
"You can drive me to my auditions and pick me up when they're done." I stated and curled up into a ball as I started to close my eyes.
She shakes her head and turns the music up.
"Sunday Best" by Surfaces was playing.
I shut my eyes completely and let the music drift me into a sleep.
My dad was standing there with that face again. He grabbed a bottle of beer and smashed it on the table.
