You & I

Chapter 10

Harry's Pov.

When Rose looks back at me I can't help to feel like a complete ass. I'm always fucking up. She's the only girl that I've ever had strong feelings for. I know she likes me back but I always lose her. I'm such a fuck up.

I rub my swollen eyes and sigh. I've never cried over something so small, especially a girl, it's usually the other way around. I've never tried so hard for a girl. Now I know that she really won't give me another chance.

As I run my hand through my hair she looks back at me slightly teary eyed and that's when my heart shatters. I can't stand to think that I hurt a beautiful innocent person. I need to prove myself to her. That I can be faithful and not a jerk.

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When the bell rings signaling class is over Rose silently and slowly pack up her things. I decide to walk up to her to ask for forgiveness. I already know she won't except but it's worth a try. I tap on her shoulder and she turns around. She furrows her brows at my presence and continues to pack up.

"Rose." I faintly whisper then I clear my throat. Continuing to ignore me she closes her bookbag.

"Uh Rose." I say slightly louder.

"What is it!? Are you gonna apologize, be nice, switch up and hurt me again?" She says through her teeth and I stand in silence.

"Yeah, that's what I thought." She says grabbing her bookbag and shoving me out of her way.

She completely mad at me. I mean why wouldn't she? I sigh and walk out of the classroom. Maybe she really dislikes now.

God I'm such a screw up. One good person comes into my life and now they hate me.

I get completely heated and my heart starts pumping. I slam my fist into the nearest locker leaving a dent in it. I look up to still bodies and eyes staring at me. I look towards my left and I see frightened Rose staring as well. She then runs away sobbing.

Fuck.

I run after her but she quickly goes into the girls bathroom, slamming the door shut.

Rose's Pov.

As slam the bathroom door I run my hand through my hair. Oh my God. I never knew Harry was such a violent person. He punched the locker because of me. I caused his anger.

I can't imagine the pain he must be going through because of me but I think I have it just as bad. I can't take the constant bickering and arguing. I can never stay mad at him. I just need to apologize and I'll probably feel better.

I take a deep breath and I open the door to see Harry sitting on beside the door. When he hears the creaking of the door he instantly gets up.

"Rose I--" he begins and I cut him off.

"It's okay." I say.

"What? No. It's not okay." He says and I'm taken aback.

"Yes it is. I'm just tired of arguing with you." I say.

"I'll stop, please, give me another chance. Can we just start fresh?" He asks.

"I don't know." I say looking at the floor, biting my lip. He gently grabs my chin, picking my head up.

"Look, ever since the day I met you I couldn't stop thinking of you. I'm crazy about you Rose." He says and my heart skips a beat. Speechless I just stare into his twinkling green eyes.

No one has ever spoken to me like that before. Come to think of it, nobody has ever thought of me that way.

"And if you don't feel the same that's ok but it won't stop my feelings for you." He says.

"No, I feel the same, I just, don't know." I say.

"Don't know what? I'll stop screwing up, I'll do anything." He says and my heart breaks. I can't stand to see him beg, it makes me want to give in. I have to be strong but I'm slightly falling.

"Okay. I forgive you. We'll start over, last chance though." I say and he bends over, pulling me into a hug.

I rest my head on his shoulders as we hug and the sweet smell off his shampoo hovers over my nostrils. When we pull back the bell rings.

"Don't worry Rose, I'll make you proud." He says skipping away and I let out a chuckle.

~

After School I see Harry waiting for me. When he sees me she smiles and I can't help to smile back. I just hope something doesn't happen between us again. I want our relationship to be calm.

Relationship? Did I really say relationship?

I guess I did.

When I walk up to him he puts his hand out to hold mine. As I grab his hand he puts his fingers between mine.

"So where are you going?" He asks.

"Home. I'm grounded." I sigh.

"Why? Because of me?" He asks.

"Well It's mostly my fault. Matter of fact it's all my fault. I'm the one that decided to sneak out and my mom found out." I say.

"If it wasn't for me wouldn't go outside in the first place." He says biting his lip and looking at the ground. I stay silent.

"Can I some how talk to them? You know, apologize?" He asks.

"Oh I don't know if they would accept your apology. Well my dada probably would if you make it up to him but my mom most likely wouldn't." I say.

"It's worth a try though." He says and I nod.

A try that won't work. My mom is completely stubborn. It's her way or the highway. I have know idea how Harry will get her to like him. I mean it took her a solid month to like Anna.

"Okay." I say and we start to walk towards my house.

As we walk it's pretty silent but he speaks up.

"So what's our, you know, relationship status?" He asks and I nearly choke on my own saliva.

"Uh-I don't know." I say. I was feeling completely shy.

I never really been in a real relationship with a boy before. For Christ sakes when I was in a "relationship" with Zayn I never really talked to him.

"Oh." Is all he says. I let go of his hand only because my palm becomes sweaty.

"So, uhm.. How about those sports." I say trying to bring up a topic to talk about and he chuckles.

What the hell? Why did I just say that? I sound so stupid.

"I don't know, what sports are you talking about?" He tries not to laugh.

"You know the one with the balls.." I say once again sounding like a complete idiot. He burst into laughter.

"What? What did I say?" I ask as he continues to laugh.

I continue to replay what I said in my head then I finally realize why he's laughing.

"You're nasty." I giggle giving him a light shove. Now he's gasping for air. He has the most ridiculous laugh.

"It wasn't that funny." I chuckle.

"Yes it was." He says now calming his laughter down. I shake my head trying not to laugh myself.

When he stops laughing he pulls me closer to his body with his hands at my waist. He smiles down at me with his dimples showing. I wrap my arms around his neck go on my tippy toes to kiss him.

As we kiss he smiles and I giggle. The kiss turns into a passionate makeout and he then squeezes my bum. I pull his arms back up to my waist but he puts his hands back on my bum.

"Stop." I laugh and we stop kissing.

"Aww why." He pouts poking his lips out.

"There is a time and place for everything, but not right now." I say and he nods. Right about now I'm just trying to get home on time.

"Okay babe." He says holding my hand.