"Unexpected love"

(🌸) 14 - Dating

He looked at me. I could see in his eyes that he had already given up a little hope. "Soobin, I understand if you don't want it. Your mother saw us this morning and-" I moved closer and pressed my lips to his.

I went through all the fear that was in my mind and followed my feelings. I kissed him and didn't feel guilty about it. This was what felt right. It felt good to be with him. I felt safe with him. I trusted him and deep down I knew I wanted to be with him. I had known for some time that I wanted to be more than a friend. I wanted him to be mine, I felt jealous when he was with Beomgyu while Beomgyu actually likes Taehyun. I couldn't stop myself that night when I was with Yeonjun. Neither of us could. We both found each other attractive, and I definitely felt that.

This is probably the best choice I can make and not give a shit about the people who don't accept it. I like Yeonjun, and I try to be happy about it. To be happy that we have each other.

Yeonjun put his hands on my hips and kissed me back. We stopped and looked at each other. He smiled. "I'll take that as a yes." I smiled back shyly. "Yes... I want to be with you too Yeonjun. I like you too." I said to him. I felt relieved when I told him. He smiled. "Thank you for giving me a chance." He said gratefully. I looked at him proudly. "Thank you for accepting me," I said trustfully. We looked at each other and pressed our heads together.

"I will never let you go Choi Soobin. You are mine. Only mine. We will go to your mother together and explain that we like each other very much. I am sure she will understand." Yeonjun looked at me and stroked my cheek. I sighed. "My mother and I don't have a good relationship Yeonjun, since my parents' divorce, things have been getting worse between us. I do think she accepts and understands, but I still have doubts." I said disappointed.

Yeonjun sighed and put his hand on my shoulder. "I get you, and I understand that it's hard right now. Especially if you have a not-so-good relationship with your mother, but I think it's best to just be honest with her." I looked at him uncertainly. I knew he was right but telling her that I've fallen for a boy just makes me feel bad. I think it's also because she used to tell me many times that she would like grandchildren and that she hoped I meet a wonderful, nice woman. I sighed.

"Let's just go to class..." I said.

Yeonjun nodded and we walked together to the school. When we arrived at the school, we saw Beomgyu and Taehyun chatting together. Yeonjun and I walked over to them. Beomgyu saw us walking towards them. He waved. "Hey, guys!" Yeonjun smiled and waved back. "Hi Beomgyu and Taehyun, what are you guys doing?" They looked at each other and started laughing loudly. I looked at them weirdly. Why did they suddenly have to laugh? "Uh, why are you guys laughing?" I asked. "Haven't you seen Yona? She's looking nervously at her phone!" Beomgyu was smiling at us. "She's probably trying to log in." Finished Taehyun. I looked to the side and saw her standing against a locker. She was indeed looking at her phone nervously and scared.

It felt good to f*ck her up. The karma she deserves from making those videos and pictures of us. I actually wanted to walk up to her and tell her to go to hell and forget about our friendship. She only wanted to hang out with us because then she could continue to put all that bullshit on Instagram. She was closer to us and can do things like that easier. I wish I had thought about it that way earlier. In fact, I'm getting more excited now to go up to her and say all this right to her face so that the kids in the hallway could hear it and film it, and the whole school would know what a bitch she is. But I couldn't do that to her. She may be a bitch but nobody deserves something like that. Although I would love to say it and ruin her life.

Taehyun looked at me. "Are you going to say something to her?" He asked. I looked at her again. I thought about it, then shook my head. "No, she lost her account and that's enough. She'll leave us alone now." I said to him. "But what if she makes a new account and just starts over with it?" Beomgyu asked in frustration. Yeonjun began to grin. "Oh, believe me, she really won't do that." We all looked at him in surprise. "Why wouldn't she?" I asked. He smiled. "I may have put a letter in her locker telling her to stop doing that shit and if she doesn't that she has a big problem." Nobody said something, we were all quiet. "Did you put your name on it?" Taehyun asked. "No of course not, but if she reads that letter then she really won't be curious who wrote it. I think she will be scared." We all nodded and were glad that now we don't have to deal with Yona and her stupid videos and pictures anymore.

A little later the bell rang and we all walked towards the classroom. I saw that Yona was smiling at me but I ignored her. I walked past her without saying anything. She didn't bother to follow me either. She probably knew we knew about her.

When class was finished, I hadn't seen her anymore. I didn't care either. I was done with her. She messed up with all of us and that's her problem.

I've got to my locker I felt two arms around my waist. I quickly turned around and saw that Yeonjun was standing in front of me. "What are you doing?" I said nervously and looked around to make sure no one saw us. "You're not going to tell me you're embarrassed that we're dating right?" He asked me. I looked at him and smiled. "Sorry, I just have to get used to it." He nodded and looked around. "No one is here so..." He came closer. "Yeonjun, people might see us!" He looked at me. "I don't care, they can all know you're mine." Then he kissed me.

A few seconds later, we heard Beomgyu's voice. "F*ck! I didn't know you guys were dating." We immediately stopped and looked to the side where we saw Taehyun and Beomgyu standing. They were both laughing. I turned red and looked away embarrassed. Yeonjun also laughed. "Yes, we are seeing each other, any problems with that?" Beomgyu and Taehyun looked at him in amazement. "I knew it! I knew it, I knew it, I knew it!" Shouted Beomgyu half with joy. I looked at them. "I'm happy for you," Taehyun said. He had a sweet smile on his face. I felt relieved. I should be happy that I met such people. They are good friends even though I didn't like Beomgyu at first sight. He is nice and helped us. And I am glad that I met him.

Now I just have to tell my mother about it... Damn...