Mister Catboy (Chinen Miya x Reader)

Holidays with angst: Are we really just Friends?

Finally Holidays! Miya should show up here any minute and then we go to germany! So exited. My package is in my car and I am sitting right in front of it waiting for Miya.  After a while Miya and I already sit in the back of the car right net to each other. Mom told us to sit that way so we can fit in more packaging but I don't really believe her. I think she's onto something. On our way I tell him a few german words like: "Guten morgen" or "vielen dank" the simple stuff. It was pretty silent for a while and then I noticed that Miya seemed a bit nervous. "Is something wrong?" I asked. "Hm? No everythings alright why?" he answers quietly. "It just seemed like something is" I whispered. A few minutes later I get tired and close my eyes. As I fall asleep my head falls on Miya shoulder. "Y/n your head" he whispers. He sighs and doesn't even try to get me away. My mom looks in the car mirror and sees me sleeping. "Y/n already fell asleep?" she says as Miya nods.  Finally we arrived in germany. Miya wakes me up and gets out of the Car. I rub my eyes and also slowly get out of the Car. "Miya did you take the boards with you? There is a Skatepark in the city by the Klosterplatz" I ask him. "Yeah i got them with me" he answers. It's pretty windy what makes Miya's soft black hair flatter around. We grab our stuff and go into the hotel. Everyone has a own room but Miya's and mine room are connected with a door. We all pack our stuff out. Mom said that we can do whatever we want today as long as we are back by lunch time so I knock at Miya's door to ask if he wants to skate with me. He opensthe door already having the boards in the hand. We walk to the skatepark in the city and as we arrive he asks: "Is this like S or something? So many people here." "What is S? But many people are normal here especially the scooter kiddies"  I say. "Oh uhm S is nothing important just thought you know it what was pretty dumb of me haha..." "Tell me" "I can't" "why not?" I ask. "It's a secret." Miya starts skating around and facinating every one here including me. He skates towards me and grabs my hands. We get on the big ramp together and I shiver for a second: "I can't get down there" Miya has my hand tight in his and looks at me saying: "don't worry I got you" "But what if I -"" Miya cuts me off by already going down and dragging me with him. I can't really get the board up with me so Miya directtly pulls me close to him and holds me even tighter than I did on ice.  His face is so close to mine, his arm around my waist holding me gently and his Hand holding mine. My heart feels so warm and I my face turns into a soft pinkish red from my ears to my nose. //What is this feeling... it's so warm// we land again and Miya lets me go.  //I wish that moment would've last longer// "Hey Miya wannaI  go eat some icecream or go to a cafe after lunch?" I ask and he nods. He goes down to get the board while I get down on the ground.  It's already lunchtime soon so we slowly go back to the hotel together. "Germany is pretty nice" Miya says out of nowhere. I gently nod and we enter the hotel bringing the boards to his room. As we enter the cafeteria after bringing the boards back we search our table. We sit down where my mom sits and tell her about our plans after lunch. She agrees and soon the waiter is coming. I had to show Miya and mom what everything means and order for them since they don't know german. We talk for a while until my mom asks me to bring her to the bathroom. Miya said he'll wait but I'm a bit suspicious why she suddenly wants me to take her to the bathroom. //First the car then letting us two do something random together and now that... The way she ascts today she has to have some plan// I take her to the bathroom and she immediately locks the door. "What are you doing mom?" I notice how my mom seems to almost burst out of exitment: "Y/n you have to change if you two go to the Cafe! It's like a first date I'm so proud" "Mom we're just friends don't have too much hope haha" I say blushing.  "Are you sure you're just friends? You seems so weird around him lately do you really think I don't notice you blushing everytime he gets close?" She pauses for a second and then gasps: "Something happened today right? Tell me everything!" I tell her what happened at the Park and she just gets more and more exited:"If you come back from your date tell me what happened!" "for the last time it is not a date!"  We go back to the table and sit down. Miya doesn't even ask and we even get the food right after. For the rest of lunchtime it's pretty much silent and my mom just acts suspicious as fuck. AS we go back to our rooms Miya asks me: "DId something happen to your mom? She is acting weird" "Oh it's nothing don't worry" I answer. I haven't really packed special clothes so I just try to get a pretty fit with my white short-sleeved hoodie and a black shirt under it.  "That's good I just need to have a black jeans and it's perfect" I mumble searching for a black jeans. I suddenly hear a knock on the door that connects miyas and my room. "The door's open come in" I say looking to the door. It's Miya... and he also changed. He looks to the side blushing a bit. //He's so pretty... did he just do that or did mom tell him to// "Wanna go to the cafe now?" he cuts off my thoughts. "I'll just go get my mone-" "I'll pay" he takes my hand and we leave my room. //She did not- I will kill you mom I tell you//  We both go to the café hand in hand and I'm still wondering why we even hold hands. I can already see all the germans looking at us weird. At the Café we sit at a table for two and I translate everything for him. I ovrhear some random old german lady saying: "Guck mal Rüdiger dort drüben der china junge. Der ist in deutschland und kann kein deutsch" Miya heard that too and asks me what it means. "They said: Look Rüdiger over there the china boy. He is in germany and doesn't know german." I say. "Is every old person here so rude?" he asks. "No but most of them" I order for us two and we then wait. "Hey Y/n... you look uh good" Miya suddenly compliments me almost mumbling. "Woah uh I didn't expect that! You also look pretty heh" I get nervous hoping the waiter will bring our cakes soon. I notice how Miya starts blushing. //Has he never... gotten a compliemnt or ever made one?// The waiter is finally cominng with our orders and says to me: "Viel glück ihr seid echt süß zusammen" what basically means good luck you are really cute together. I blush a bit and thank the waiter. After I take a bite from the cake Miya asks me: "Y/n can you promise me something?" I nod nervously. "Never leave me ok?" "I promise" I said before continuing to eat my cake. Miya smiles and also eats his cake. His hair looks so soft and fluffy I almost can't take my eyes away from him. Our eyes suddenly meet and my heart feels so warm again. His pretty green eyes are so calming but yet so exiting. I finish my cake and look at the table avoiding eye-contact with miya.  //We are just this week in germany so I need to use that time since we probs won't meet that much after//  After we finish we Pay and already go back home since it's getting dark. I yawn and look at the clock:"Miya it's already super late... we should go a bit faster" Miya nods and we go to my room. "Wait here I'll get some wateryou look tired" Miya walks out of my room and I Change my clothes in that time.  I lay down on the Hotel bed and close my eyes for a bit. "I'm sure I won't fall asleep" I whisper. As Miya comes back I already fell asleep. What a suprise. In the morning, I wake up feeling something around my waist. I turn around and see Miya sleeping right next to me with his arm around me. A soft smile is forming on my face before I close my eyes again and try to sleep a little more. The whole day is going pretty normal. Mom didn't find anything out. Miya and I went skating. Pretty normal. This went on for two days. Normal days but today is a rainy day... a very rainy day... "Dreckswetter" I mumble at breakfast. "What does that mean?" Miya and mom ask at the same time. "Oh nothing" I just wave it off. "I know it's rainy but why don't we go to that one sport-shop?" Miya asks. "Hm let's wait 'till the evening mayb it won't rain anymore. I think the shop has open from 7am to 10pm." I answer. He nods in agreement and we finish our breakfast. A few hours later it stops raining and we both meet at the entrance. "Are you ready Y/n?" Miya asks and I nod. I got nothing with me except for my phone.  We walk to that shop as I notice that Miya keeps looking down at the floor.  "Oi Miya! Are you ok? You look so down" I ask while catching someleftover drops that fall from Trees. Miya suddenly taps my shoulder and drags me to a pretty lonely sidewalk. He grabs my hands and looks down to the floor:" Y/n..." My face turns completly pinkish-red //Isn't that how someone gets asked out in a romance manga?// "I need your help", he continues:" I am in love with someone and don't know what to do or how to confess." As he said that the sparkle in my eyes vanished and my smile slowly faded away. //I thought he'd ask me out or... confess his feelings for me...// "I'm really sorry but I can't help with that" I said holding back tears: " I forgot my purse at the hotel I'll be right back." I let his hands go and walk away. He's just standing there cinfused watching me walk away for a bit.  I hide in a dark place and let the tears flow down my cheek. //How naive and dumb of me to think that he has feelings for me// I sit down on the floor and feel a cold breeze of wind exploring my arms. //Why did I change in such cold clothes... I'm freezing// My body starts to shiver and i can already see my breath. //Why does the weather in germany change so fast...// My vision gets blurry and dark as I try to keep myself from passing out. Droplet to droplet my vison gets darker, the temperature is getting colder and my body is wet from all that rain splashing on me. "I'm so overdramatic" I whisper before closing my eyes and letting my body relax.  I wake up with a sharp pain in my lungs and totally wet from the heavy rain overnight. My body is shivering like crazy and my lips are almost as blue as the sky with a purple touch. //DIdi miya search for me? probably not... Why do I even ask// As I try to stand up, I notice that I can't feel anything. I'm lying on the floor, shivering, looking like a fish. I wait until I feel my body again what takes several hours. I close my eyes again and sleep 'til the afternoon. My phone ringing wakes me up and I feel my body again. //who's calling?// I slowly grab my phone as it stop ringing. Tha sun shines on my back, making it hard to see my Display. (40) missed calls from: mom, (37) missed calls from: Miya-chan 🐱❤, (201) new Messages, New DM. "Since when is Miya in my contact list... and why is he saved like that? Did he do it himself when I left my phone with him?" I take a deep breath and stand up like I'm learning how to walk as a baby. //Should I call back? No I'll just go back to the hotel an shower... maybe I should avoid my mom and Miya. I hope they won't mind// I go back to the hoten and enter through the back entrance. I go to my room having to hide once because my mom and miya were walking by. I don't think about closing the Door or Miyas room being right next to mine and go to the bathroom. //Thank god my room has it's own shower// I think as I walk back to my closet and take a few things out. I throw the clothes on the floor and go shower. I don't notice thedoor that connects Miyas and my room opening after a while so I take my time finishing. As I walk out of the bathroom Miya is standing by the door that connects our rooms. Our eyes meet and I lose myself in his emerald green shining eyes. "Y/n" he mumbles as his eyes get a little wet. He takes a step back and slamms the door. Tears run down my cheeks. "I broke the promise..." I whisper into nothingness. I let mysef fall on the bed and satre at the ceiling. This went on for the rest of the days 'til the last day.I was in my bed all day without eating or drinking. As I open my eyes the door of my room is opening. It's Miya.He hasn't noticed me being awake yet so I close my eyes and just listen to every sound around me."You may broke the promise but I won't let you starve.Today we are going back to Japan and you'll probably stop hhaving contact with me but it's okay as long as you're happy." I hear a Tear splashing on the floor as he continues:" I was wrong... If I didn't made that offer or... even spoke to you in the first pace evrything would be easier for us two.", he said while putting a tablet with breakfast next to me. He leaves closing the door gently. Tears start to flow down my cheek as I open my eyes. After I ate the breakfast I start packing my things, "And done!" I proudly say say after finishing packing but suddenlymy mood completly switches and I break down crying. Suddenly my mom opens the door and walks towards me:"Y/n sweetheart why didn'T you tell me that you're back?" She kneels down and hugs me thight. "Mom.." More Tears burst out, so I bury my head in her arms. It feels so good getting hugged  again. After a hour of crying and talking it's time to go back home. We put everything in the car and this time Miya and I aren't sitting next to each other. I was sitting at the front of the car while Miya was sitting in the back. All the way home we were just silent. We dropped Miya off at his home before we drive home. On our way home I tell my mom everything that happened and why I was away. As we pack our things out I find a Letter for me from... Miya. I put it on my Table and let it stay there for a few Days. Unread.