Changes

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I found out this evening that there are going to be some big changes in your life. I can't imagine how you are feeling right now and it's hard for me because I wish I could be there for you to talk about it if you need to talk, and comfort you if you need that. I feel helpless; I can't do ANYTHING for you right now. 

I need to write on here more. That I know. Now more than ever I am going to need to keep writing. I don't ever want you to feel alone or like you don't have someone to talk to. And maybe you don't feel that way at all...but on the off chance you do, I need you to know that I'm always going to be around in some way. I won't ever give up on being a part of your life even if it means I have to wait till you're 18 and can choose who you want to spend your time with. The title of "stepmother" doesn't just dissolve with a divorce. The love won't stop. 

None of the things that are happening in your life are going to define your future. I know you're going to have a fantastic life. You're talented and brilliant and things are going to work out just fine for you, no matter how rough things seem. 

I may not have been writing like I should, but I think of you every day. Pictures are still up, ladybug figurines are still out. I don't ever stop loving you and hoping you're doing OK. The best thing you can do is keep your chin up no matter what happens. It will make you stronger and stronger. You have a whole beautiful life ahead of you. 

Love you and miss you so much. 

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