"yoona we have good news" When jhope came to her revealing those few words she got excited ,they were now in front of the pd's office knocking and waiting for him to invite them in , going as planned he spoke "come in" doing as he said they made themselves comfortable on the rusty couch not before bowing to the elder "the reason why i called you here is because of yoona,its true that she had the shortest training after jimin but as we all can see she is talented enough to be on the debut line"after he spoke those few words the members immediately started jumping around a gesture of happiness but the pd was fast to kill down this tension "but only if she passed multiple tests" he finished what he didn't say at first ,even if the boys got frustrated yoona was understanding ,the pd held such a responsibility and she really did understand his choice ,he had to make sure if she was worth debuting with such talented and all rounders members or if she needed more training to get on the same path as them , but yoona was confident about all her skills ,its probably the only thing she was confident and proud of ,even if she wasn't at first but surely the boys played such an important role in making her gain that confidence ,she made her self sure about being prepared to all kind of things but she was mostly sure that her live starts here the answer of the question that never left her mind ,is gonna be answered from her success or her failure, was she worth it ? ,of course she was but she was far away from knowing it.
the challenges she faced were so many but she was able to surpass them just how she will with this one ,aside from here confident thoughts she still felt uneasy negativity filled her era ,it has been one week since they talked To pd-nim , in that week all she did was practice ,she didn't eat as much ,she became even more thinner which made the members worried about her , but they couldn't say anything to stop her because they knew nothing will beside that they wanted her to leave no regrets .
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"come in" getting up she drifted her gaze to see who just entered "you didn't show up at breakfast so i figured i show see what's wrong" he took a seat beside her not before putting the plates on the worn out desk "you didn't have to jin " still looking down she spoke out "yoona i held a responsibility and it's my duty as the oldest to take care of all of you" her few words burned a fire in his heart she didn't mean harm but he felt the need to explain it to her "no one is forcing you to what i mean is that no one will blame you if you didn't " she still couldn't get it which made the fire even more bigger "listen no one obligated me to but myself i'm the oldest i know much about this i know the struggles of not feeling enough as you may know the story behind that's why i don't want you going through this alone stop pushing us yoona and let us fill your emptiness" his answer was far from her question but he still said it he wanted to explain even more but he knew it wasn't the right time , he also knew that she is keeping everything to her self not opening up to anyone and that's what hurt him the most, she kinda reminded him of his fellow member jimin , those few moments , her determination is what resembled him the most , like when he was introduced for the first time but that's a story for another day .
And just like that jin got up leaving before even getting a respond ,he left because he knew she needed time thinking and probably figuring out what he really meant .
hey guys its me , i just wanna say sorry for taking so long i just didn't want to force ideas and also sorry if you find this boring but it won't be for long interesting chapters are coming also thank you so much for 1k readers i'm so thankful
